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This is for you.

DEAR Kristie Tiong Hui Qin,

This post is dedicated to you.

You wrote a really sweet post about your Grandpa. It was very touching, and I know your Grandpa would be touched. Sure, he is watching over you in Heaven. You care about him and he loves you too.

Tingting said the whowhos backstabbed you and you seemed as if your heart was stabbed by a knife. I didn't know what to do at that time. At first, I still didn't know and even asked you if that green pen was yours, haha. Then I realised, stunned, and I didn't know how to talk to you. Because I feared that what I said would make you feel more hurt.

But by the time you read this, I think that you'll be feeling better.

Actually, I said ,"Don't cry." But when I think again, perhaps crying it out will make you feel better:) You don't bottle them up but show your emotions and make the troubles go away.

(Happy 74th birthday, Grandpa!
I love you,
More than anything else in the whole wide world…
I wish u were here.
To see me smile, laugh, and cry.
U taught me what’s all those emotions are supposed to be for.)

What was in italic was what you said. Your Grandpa would still be able to see you cry, from Heaven. So, when the troubles are gone, don't feel sad anymore:) Your Grandpa might be worrying for you. You love him, more than anything else in the world, so you won't want to see him being worried.

I hope that you'll feel much better after reading this. You're one of the most strongest and toughest person I've known, you know that? :D

So just cheer up, and promise that I will see the vibrant, exotic and peppy KRISTIE high and hyper again on Monday, ok? ツ

LOVE, me.


5:52 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.


Today is the almighty & long awaited LEAP DAY which falls on the 29th of Feb every four years. The last time we had the Leap Day was during 2004 when I was in Primary 4. That was a long, long time ago:) I've appreciated today's rare occasion and would be looking forward to the next Leap Day, four years later. Leap Day rocks =)

Arrived around 720am in the morning today. Rushed Mrs Tay's math homework. Copied Jeron's =x Luckily he went to play soccer with Chee Yuan. Had some crap Daryl's meeting. And Darren. Christine, I hope you will reconsider about what had happened =(
Hope you don't feel sad. L loves you:D

PW, Ms piggy so what lor. And Bushy also the face she give her abit qian da, haha. She was angry. PE after that, ran two rounds only when we were supposed to run three =x Alfred was nice to not force me to run another round, because he was the one who was taking down our timings. Watched Jiaying, Jiaxin, Jiayi, Nisa, Wei Hao, and some more people play captains ball.

Played volleyball for a while only lor, cause bell rang long time ago le, without me knowing. Threw the ball to Javan cause he talk so much, and went up for English with Bushy. Then recess, saw that drop coin guy xD HAHAHA. Couldn't stop laughing when we came up and saw him again. LOLOLOL! Aizhen thought that I was crying. And cheer up, aizhen =)

Didn't change. Science was okay, I passed the common test:D 34/50, means B3 and one more mark to A2 =( Wore uniform over about 5 min before Mrs Tay came. Hot sia. Brought the science files down with Bushy and Mr Chan. I passed math also leh:D 29/50, means C5 and one more mark to B4 and also means that I had to do the retest! >:( 30 and above didn't need to lor.

Chinese after that, took off that bloody uniform. CE teacher wore red again, diao. Went to bubble tea shop with Bushy. Ended up eating with her, Jeslynn, Sarah, Cherlyn and Mae because they came too:) Bushy and I made a bet, whoever laughs at 一大利 during her CE lesson first will pay the winner $$$ xD

CE lesson had to see her red face, LOL! She cough cough cough, Bushy and I covered our mouths like what cause she damn funny lo. Sarah was smiling and looking at us to see who laughed first:D Then finally she cough with her handerchief covering her mouth until her face turn into super red tomato.

Sarah suddenly like hah until very loud then Bushy and I cannot tahan anymore and burst out laughing. LOL! Damn funny lor, and both of us tied. CE test was difficult. Dunno wtf they saying. Last page I put all 1, then two changed when Kristie let me see hers.

Went to swimming complex's KFC there with Bushy because we were released early. Shared a Zinger meal, and we were talking about 一大利, LFK and the dropcoin guy. Her imaginaton is crazy:D We laughed for about half an hour nonstop, so I can't possibly say it in detail:) Laughed until whole KFC filled with our laughters and this malay lady keep staring at us.

Walked around and reached the bus stop, and this long bus came on time. Then the uncle never see us and another girl and some malay people, and skipped that stop. So we had to wait for about another 15min perhaps till the lao kok bus came. I mean, it's really lao kok cause it's old.

That's all:) And I love audi because it rocks, but I hate it because it keeps lagging.

Four years later, we would be seperated by then ='(

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5:03 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.


Can we just settle the 2i1 and 2i2 thing. I cannot stand it anymore, what is the problem. Why is it that we can't just end this thing once and for all. Is it very difficult. A say thisthisthis, B say thatthatthat, then A and B quarrel and C will come extra. WHAT IS THIS.

就算我求你们可以吗!We are classmates. We should be helping one another instead of squawking like my next door neighbour. Please? )=


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7:07 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.


*Take note* I apologise if I had offended anyone in any way.

6:22 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

CTs over.

Mr Chan and his wife.. SO SWEEEEEEET =) Watched twice before and decided to share with those who haven't seen it before.

Common tests are over. Got 19/30 for english, wrote 602 words on anger. Tingting, emelia, mae and jeslynn got the top four. WELL DONE PEOPLE:D Jordan had his Voodoo doll's head (with his name) rolling. And Chee Yuan farted lor.. *faint*

After school, went pasar malam again. Cherlyn bought the two pkts of ting ting candy (not tingting, haha is a kind of sweet), Jolene bought PURPLE cotton candy and tapioca thing for her mum, Nisa bought Goreng Pisang or dunno what you call that and I bought snacks from the popcorn stall:)

Let's end the friendship.

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3:52 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.


Lao Di, don't feel depressed. I don't know what else to say, but you should forget the bad things, put them behind you and start anew. And you can feel free to sing to me whenever you want, hahaha:D You know what I mean. Cheer up =)

Science test was easy. But I made mistakes already.. And why is it that we seem to have Mrs Tay's lessons everytime lor wtf. Nag nag nag. Every shit also come out of her mouth. She's quite nice, but I really hate today's math lesson. Damn her lah.

PE was ok, played volleyball. Eleazar came and butt in and when I hit the ball high, he tried to hit it again but the ball bounced to the grass (school field), he accidentally stepped on it and fell. Lol! Recess, went photocopying worksheets for chinese filing with Bushy. Bang Guo and Zexun runrunrun, and I ended up with my photocopied worksheets crumpled and a sore right eye.

English was after recess. So shiok, Mr Yeo everytime absent cos or reservice or some crap. Collected science books and brought down to the staff room with Bushy. Talked with Mr supernice Chan and saw Lee Fong Pok and 一大利. Fong Pok so kpo and 一大利 wore red again.. zzz. Or was it pink. Her specs red, attire red, handbag red, face turn red when coughing, become one big red ang bao. -.-

And I have something to say...
I was !@#$%&*(? shocked when teacher called my name. My mouth was so open lor. Half the class failed chinese =( 2i2, let's JIAYOU:D and hi-5, koh3 jiaying. Hahaha. And I wanted Lsa lor.. Knn lah the school what shit bonding.. Just a nice word for 'no lsa today, stay in class to rot'.

Went to bubble tea shop with Bushy, Sarah and Nisa, then to pasar malam, then pei Sarah back to bubble tea shop again to buy cheese fries and Bushy and Nisa left for home. Met Hui En and Christine on the way and Jeslynn was on her way to find Sarah. ALl of us went to bubble tea shop.

Jonathan Looi Cheong Loong, you suck. I'm not a fish and I'm not short (at least I think I used to be taller than you during primary school days, ok!). And I don't go blub blub, idiot:) Hui En and Christine were telling me about their class and everything, LOL! Their broken chairs and Andrew Pang & Jun Yuan's retarded faces. Lolol! And we were talking about Lee Fong Pok's big belly (his button gonna burst out one fine day) and 一大利.

Jeslynn and Sarah continued eating and we left after that. Caught the bus and went home.

(And fyi, I'm really glad I passed chinese xD)

I don't want to keep thinking of you already =(

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4:19 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.


Life is simple, it just isn't easy.

9:29 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.


Happy birthday, Cheah Jinfei. I'm not impolite.

Math paper was ok.. Got back phone from Mr Yeo. He came down canteen during recess just to pass it to me. Thank you. After school, went walking around with Bushy and Nisa, then went to jvs bus stop to meet Vanessa.

Went to West Mall to watch Ah Long because she wanted to. On the way and in west mall, met Yi Ting, Bao Ru, and dear Wan'Er and Khoo Lixuan! =) I miss lixuan. Watching Ps, I Love You with Van, Weiliang and Darius (I think) this friday.

I hate my emo tuesdays =(

I'm just your friend ... Only a friend ....

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9:05 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

High =)

Today was a nice day.

Met Bushy like usual and Chee Yuan came up the stairs behind us, and he did something to her but forgot:) Geog was ok, but a lot of us studied more on the settlements and most of it that came out was on the high and low pop. thing lor.

Lit was like.. LOL! Because Lee Fon King never come ma, so Bushy and I went walking around for the first half an hour. Lol, we went to the spiral staircase and laughed because of the CE teacher. She brings us lots of fun, laughter, peace and joy x)

The second half of Lit lesson, we watched the little soccer match Jeslynn and Sarah played. Sarah very high and Jeslynn stand there only guard her goal. Then she got one own goal, so funny:D

Recess and ate wanton mee:)

Geog after that. Mrs Yan brought us to the AVA room. Taught us on textbook 2B on agriculture. Wth, everything we see like the watermelon and got one part sound like opera singer, all reminds us of the 一大利 CE teacher lor. Then we laugh like what until Mrs Yan make us stand at the side..

Went back to class to put things, and Kenny nearly bumped into Bushy. Haha! xD Covered mouth, if not all the hahaha come out le.. Music went fast, then DNT lor. DNT is boring! Test was difficult. After school, waited for Jeslynn and Bushy with Sarah and dashed out of school to bubble tea shop.

Blue coral ice blended is nice:D Luckily we were only a few minutes late. Jian Yuan hid his burger in his uniform when he came back, and Zhi Yong and Hui Lun came back with their burgers also, and judging from their sweaty appearance, they looked as if they just ran the 2.4km.

After school, i1 people kena scolded by Mrs Tay. Haha. She like nothing to do then scold them:D

Good luck for Math CT1 tomorrow. Cannot disappoint Mrs Tay:)
Oh, and Kristie and I think that Mrs Tay is in love with Bushy. Hahaha.

April Fools guy, must show me respect =)

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6:49 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

Three days.

Three more days, let it blow past like the wind.

Good luck for Geog CT1 tomorrow. And Bushy Chua Peishan rocks =)

So many things to say, yet nothing comes out.

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A litre of tears.

One litre of tears.

Last episode.



6:46 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.


Happy Birthday, Ng Jia Xin:) Hope you get manymany presents, ok? =)

Four more days to wait. Precious is waiting too.

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2:14 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.


Lao Di, I want to talk to you leh. Why you never online one? And I pay for your phone bill, you dream long long lah =) Buy for me the Spongebob!

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7:10 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

I want it back.

You find it very fun huh, ass.

Chinese common test today. I find it easier than the rest we've done before, but it doesn't mean that I'm saying I'll do better. DNT after that. Sarah said something funny:) PE after that. Basketball with Tingting, Cherlyn and Bushy. Volleyball with Bushy, Zhi Yong and Leslie Lai. Leslie's cute:) I realised ZY and LL are really good at Volleyball.

Followed Mr Chan to the general office to take the science files to class. Didn't change for the three-period Mrs funny Tay class and Jolene got a demerit point. She didn't see my PE shirt inside the uniform.. After the three periods and one of Chinese, went to bubble tea shop with Bushy, and Jeslynn and Sarah came. Then Bushy and I went to sit first and laughed like hell about something. Lol.


Before CE lesson, Bushy and I went walking around school. Mrs funny Tay in 2i5. Then, CE lesson, CE lesson.


Went out of class after 一大利's CE lesson.


Down the spiral staircase. Went home with Bushy and Cherlyn, and met Shi Ting. All four took 187 home.

Five more days till Precious comes home )=
Miss you.

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6:16 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

Quiz from aizhen.

a. List seven habits / quirks / facts about yourself.
b. Tag seven people to do the same.
c. Do not tag the person who tagged you or say that you tag "whoever wants to do it".

Purple is love.
So is spongebob.
I miss Precious.
I love my friends.
I want sms lao di again:)
JJ for life.

Kenny & Wuying (But I think they've been tagged already).

(Lol, what does this mean)..
Pick 10 people and give them the "You Make My Day" award. If you're picked, you are charged with picking 10 of your own.

1. Bushy Chua =)
2. Lao Di:D
3. Kristie (Tiong ah Tiong:D).
4. Tingting.
5. Cherlyn.
6. Jiaying.
7. Ziqi! :D
8. Aizhen:)
9. Wuying.
10. Haziq xD

I don't know whether you make or ruin my day...

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7:07 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

O' Darling Tissue:D

O' Darling Jordan. Chee Yuan hangs his science worksheet to dry. Kristie gave me the sotong blubblub thing:) Jolene must continue to be high and Cherlyn is a nice girl:)

And dearest Lao Di xD

Dunno what kind of post this is. And I wrote anger for today's english composition.


Six more days till Precious comes home =(

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Mr Yeo, I hate you )=


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I shall have to tolerate the seven more days before I get to see my precious.
Hope he does not murder you.

My dear God, why why why.


3:42 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.


Hi, I love yew rainbowstar cookie monster sesame street smiley pink smiley Smiley little green smiley 1 whit.cp

These smileys are smiling at you.
They want you to smile back at them.

Sad sad sad sad Sad Smiley

Even if it isn't possible for words to overcome your sadness,


Even if the rain doesn't stop crying out it's tears,
Or even if you can't rewind back the past to prevent from making a mistake,

Awww... you shouldnt have

It isn't the end of the world.

DOGGY! yahoo Dancing Banna

There are many people around you who care for you, even though you might not realise it.

smiley smiley smiley

So.. Cheer up, and let the sun shine again:D

Okay? =)


7:53 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.


The Philippines performance was fantastic. Really enjoyed their acts. And the singer had a really nice and powerful voice:)

Went to JEC with Vanessa. Saw Hughes and his friends.

7:22 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

School tomorrow:)

This is a post:)

7:14 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.


You Are Lilac

You are a very innocent and pure person. Ethics matter to you.
Your friends consider you a great listener, and you often play therapist to your friends.
You are good at drawing out truths in conversation, however painful they may be.
Non judgmental and patient - people feel like they can tell you anything!

What Color Purple Are You?

Ahhhhhh, lilac!

You Are the Very Gay SpongeBob!

Because the religious right says so...
And because his best friend looks a bit too much like a penis.

What Gay Childhood Icon Are You?

SICK! But I love spongebob anyway:)


5:21 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.


Damn you, don't act smart.


3:23 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

I'm a sucker in your eyes.

What's in the picture?
1 The most important thing in your life is a person you like.
2 The type of friends that you want is understanding and sensible.


I love you.
I can't help it.

Today was a normal day in an oversized uniform.

But you love her.
I can't do anything either.

Teach me how to hate a guy you love.

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6:52 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

Happy Valentines.

What a day.

Gave out chocolates and in the morning. I hate some *ed up people. Geog and lit, then that boring da lao shi lesson. Walao, Bushy and I went to put my worksheet at Mrs Tay's pigeon hole and she saw us and gave the qian bian face. Smack her lah.

Turtle's lesson during english. He wrote some permission thing and Bushy and I went to pigeon hole again. Then we cracked some lame jokes and laughed. Then we walked up slowly. Turtle then saw us at 4th floor laughing away and called us to class.

Had science test and last period was math. Didn't have math test cause of the absense of a lot of people. Waited for Jayda, Christine and Joelly for 45min. Jayda went piercing with Fiona at JP and Christine, Joelly and I ate in school cause we would be late for shooting if we went out.

Put bags at range. Sec 1 training I think. So we walked around. Bought a rose for Treena cause she wanted. Then I buy for her she tell me she just kidding LOL. So gave to Yi Han in the end. Then some dunno who say I buy for him and he don't like pink, like what the hell. Smack him also:)

Watched the table tennis girls competition. Sarah so cute & funny. Always down there sa sa sa. And if never meet her expectations she scream. Haha. Then met Robson, then dunno what Hsien Yang and Samson? Aiya, dunno what name lah. My primary school friends. That 'Samson' guy was one of the people who nearly drowned in the canel. The newspaper thing.. I saw his face and he was from PEPS. Only Robson saw me, and he was like,"Your school arh?!" Like so shocked...

Never see any girlfriends:(
And the ahemahem gave aizhen flower uh:D

Jayda came back after that. We talked talked. Javan carried his bucket of roses and handful of sunflowers around. I just asked him why he keep saying the f word then go splash the water used to provide the flowers at me. Grrrrrrr! Then some people so bo liao.

Went back to watch the competition again. Chritine and Joelly left. Jayda went to find Charell and I went to find Tingting and Cherlyn in the hall, cause she prefered watching badminton to table tennis. Then clap clap and cheer cheer and laugh laugh =x
Left to take bags at range with Jayda. In the end also never train..

Then Blossom(Me) to eat the usual with Bubbles(Jiaying), Buttercup(Tingting) and Mojojojo(Cherlyn) after the competition and when Jayda left. Haha. Cherlyn pronounced it as Mojojojojojo cause she didn't know how many jo's there were:) Then played with the name, hahaha.

Left home with Cherlyn. The bus diver saw my rose and said,"Xie xie." LOL!

And Jiayi, Kristie and Bushy Chua for the goodies:D

If you really meant it when you said that we would never be together, it shall be like that then ....
Happy Valentines Day,

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Can I hold your hand, please?

Valentines Day tomorrow, Jayda and Sok San should be looking forward to it, and some others too. But I don't think I am ...
I want a nice Valentines Day.
From you..

Today was fun:D

First four periods was a bit boring - GE and MA. I love my math results! PE was ok. I didn't taste the food today, everyone said it suck. After recess was english, but Mr Yeo didn't come and we were supposed to go AVA room find Mdm Oen. Bushy and I haven't changed into uniform. So we went to the staff toilet near AVA room.

Mdm Oen caught us late and made us stand lah. But I find her very nice. And funny. There wasn't a marker so she called either one of us to go, so Bushy went to 2i1 for marker. Bushy then sat first cos my attire didn't meet her expectations. Lol.

Then when she allowed me to sit, she talked about the T-score, expected and actual, blahblah. She called some register numbers and called no.35 and I was like huh. Then the score is 233 ma then I said 'the score is 233.2 so lousier than fuhua' then she looked at the screen and said,"This is fuhua's score." OMG LOL then so paiseh, alot of people laughed. Even Mdm Oen grinned at me, and showed all her teeth. Haha.

The fire alarm sounded and saved us from dunnostillhavehowlong of Chinese. We were at the basketball court, baking under the hot sun. But our places not so warm actually. Hahaha! Bushy and I were crazy laughing. First we laughed at Mrs Tay. Had her lesson before that. then she wrote the questions like a) b) c) d) e) f) then next one she go put h) and we laugh like hell lah! LOLLLLL. Too high. Then we were talking about Lee Fong King. His big belly. Very complicated:)

Then we had LSA. Keep telling me sit in front one ...

After school went to bubble tea shop, as usual. Saw some people.. Then we actually wanted to go for shooting but slacked in the end:D Luckily it was LFK in charged so we could take our attendance:) We were looking at the parade square (soccer players, red cross and NCC) and hall (table tennis and badminton). Then Christine and Joelly left. Jayda, Sok San and I sat down and talked about... things. Too personal to reveal:D

Then we laughed and laughed. Lol! Sok San was like rolling on the ground and Jayda also laugh until mouth pain. Jayda said Zhen Yang saw us cos they had band practice around us and he so called shook his body. Or shivered. LOL! LFK came back with two empty cans of milo. We spent the rest of the time chatting with him. I realised that his prediction is quite good, actually.

That's all.

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7:48 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.


Today was such a fine day that I don't think I have to describe it.

The Eating Test
You've made your way well in this world despite all the obstacles you've had to faced. You have survived a lot more troubles than most people. You have had to deal with difficult people, ridiculous rules, and tempestuous relationships.
Love for you can be as intense as the fire on the face of the sun. You are either very calm on the inside when there is a lot of insanity going on around you, or you shut people up and take charge. You can go to a movie by yourself. You are as comfortable alone as you are with others. You are angry at your parents but you can't change them.
You are a great lover when you find that rare mate who is your equal, otherwise your relationships do not go well. Life is a roller coaster, and you are finding ways to make the good times better. You love sports.

- Quizbox

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9:09 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.


I lost these songs last year. If you have these, and are willing to send to me, I'll thank you so so so much ok:D

1 Dou Jiang You Tiao
2 Chi Pang
3 Zhi Dui Ni Shuo
4 Jiang Nan
5 Bian Hao Ba Jiu Qi Wu Qi
6 Yi Qian Nian Yi Hou
7 Cao Cao
8 Yuan Lai
9 Ai Qing Yoghurt
10 Bei Feng Chui Guo De Xia Tian
11 Fa Xian Ai
12 Wang Ji
13 Shu Neng Sheng Qiao
14 Jin Hua Lun
15 Bu Si Zhi Shen
16 Now That She's Gone
17 Ni Yao De Bu Shi Wo
18 Po Jian Dai
19 Jian Jian Dan Dan
20 Tu Ran Lei Le
21 Mu Nai Yi

JJ rocks. You think so? =)

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7:36 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

I miss you so, so much.

Do you love me? Answer me truthfully, cos all I want to know is the answer to my question.
I miss you.
A lot.

Bushy made me wait >6min for her this morning >:( Chinese and lit were both boring. They didn't sell chocolate tarts today, so I bought wantan noodles for recess. ME was okay, because all we did during the two periods was chat and the Total Defence thing.

After music, everybody was singing "Tomorrow" during DNT lesson, which lasted three whole periods. Kristie really slept. Haha, and Tingting, Kristie and I were jokng about the lamps thing. And I said lamp add one a at the back of the word. And they laughed so hard that Kristie's face turned into a tomato and Tingting made this snore when she laughed. Lol!

I want Ziqi and the other people to come back from Malaysia o wherever because lessons/school without them is not good:(

After school, went to Cold Rock bubble tea shop with Bushy, Jeslynn and Sarah. Jayda, Hui En, Christine and Joelly were also going there. Poor Napolean, although it isnt Christine's fault. And went to JEC with Hui En, Christine and Joelly.

Then we started saying things like Hui En's Susan Lim and Christine's Bang Cheah, originated from Bang Guo. Hahaha! And I'm some Mary. Took neoprints (first time of the year) and went to the library to dine and chat. I was the only one during homework:D Then we talked. It's personal:)

How do you react to compliments?
When you are being complimented, you respond with a question such as "Who me?" "You think so?" or "Really?". This shows that you are a good listener and tend to agree with other people's opinions. You don't like conflict and never discriminate against others.

The favourite place in your home
You are imaginative and colorful. You attract people just by the way you talk. This can make some people feel jealous.

Your handwriting
You can be a secretive person. You like changes and are always wanting to try something new. You also like to think seriously and are cautious when it comes to making decisions. This can make you look more mature than your friends.

What type of personality do you have?
Kind and Gentle.
Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

What's your personality love style?
This is true.
You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

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6:31 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

I want to know the truth.

Is it that you're overly smart, or I'm overly stupid?

Credits to Quizbox

Ice Cream Cone Test
You are always willful and most of the time you are a stubborn person. However, you love to work with others and are quite honest, which makes you good to get along with as a friend or lover.

How attractive are you?
You are extremely attractive to the opposite sex. You are not only good looking but your personality is also charming in many ways.
You know how to get along with people and can allocate your time well. You are always popular among the opposite sex.

What is your spending style?
Your smart spending score: 47%
You are an average person. Your spending is in line with the amount of money you have. You would save when required and spend when necessary.

How do you choose your soulmate?
The decisions you have made indicates your criteria in choosing your soulmate.
More important matters come first on the list below:
1 Love
2 Money
3 Education
4 Appearance

The Smiling Elephant
You are happiest when you're with someone you like.
Even zookeepers would have trouble figuring out why an elephant was smiling! In other words, the answer you chose is a true reflection of what would make you happy at this moment. Imagine what would put a smile on your face--and make it a reality.

What are you going to do on Sunday?
About money, you spend as little as possible.
Sunday is the day you are free to use however you want. Having freedom to do whatever you want is like having money to spend. Becoming good at managing your finances is an important step towards independence. What do you think of your money spending habits?

What's in the box?
You think good luck might come your way, but if it does, you'll be so surprised. You'll be probably burst out laughing.
People often attribute unexpected events to good luck or bad luck. When something goes well, it's because of good luck. When things turn sour, it's plain bad luck. Your answer reveals what kind of luck (what's inside the box) you think will befall you in an unexpected circumstance (the box on the road).

A present for your friend
You tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.
By stating what kind of gift you would give to a good friend, you are actually revealing how you relate to others. However, it doesn't really matter what you give someone - it's the thought that counts. If you care enough to give something, your friend will get the message. The dual acts of giving and receiving are, together, one of the finest pleasures and one of the best forms of communication that friends share.

Emotion Test
Your emotional controlled rate: 23%
You are definitely very uptight. You really do need to allow your emotions to flow out a little. There isn't anything really wrong in allowing people to know how you feel. The more you struggle to restrain your natural impulses, the more likely it is that those impulses will damage your health. Do not advise anybody in social matters. You are not a good social advisor.

Personality Test - The Zoo
You are a straight forward person. Some people think you are self-centered, but you don't care. You just probably work against your own best interests.
When you are at the zoo, you are surrounded by caged creatures that you can't talk with, and which can't communicate with you. This fact subconsciously governs the way you act. It is very similar to how you act in human society as well. In other words, your actions reveal the hidden side of your personality.

The Most Miserable
You are well suited for a life of politics because you are able to differentiate between wrong from right pretty well and you are also very decisive.
When it comes to love, you are very indecisive. You sometimes need him or her, sometimes you don't. You better be careful not to hurt an innocent party.

Personality Test - Colours and Names
The one who will never forget you is javan.
The one who you can consider as your real friend is cherlyn.
The one you really love is shinan.
This may be your soulmate: bushy.
The one you will remember for the rest of your life is cheeyuan.
This was what Kenny got:
The one who will never forget you is javan.
The one who you can consider as your real friend is jiaying.
The one you really love is wuying.
This may be your soulmate: aizhen.
The one you will remember for the rest of your life is wenhui.

I think it's rubbish...

Which colours do you like most?
1 Marriage
2 Friends and relationships
3 Passion
4 Death
5 Career

Psychological Test
-You are easy to understand.
-How ambitious you are depends on the height that you answered, which is: the peak.
-You try to please everyone, the size of this personality as seen by others is -small.
-Glass means fragile personality.
-You are also unpredictable, wild and exciting.
-You are not an opportunist.
-Your husband or wife is the one you need when you are in trouble.

What kind of person are you?
You are a very charming person. The sexy charm that you posses attracts others' attention and gains you much popularity. Most people like the way you look.
You are advised not to believe too much of people's sweet and honeyed words and phrases. It is suggested that you show more of your talents and intelligence, so that people will have a good impression of you not only because of your outward appearance but because you have a good character.

Personality Test - Journey to the Real You
1 You have 1 true friend.
2 You will have 1 true love before getting married.
3It is your work ethic that you rest for just a minute.
4 Here is the description of your ideal mate: "charming"
5 HIM is the person you will never get over for the rest of your life.
6 You give 70% in a relationship.

THE beautiful END


7:52 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.


Back from Malaysia. Might post pictures when I'm free another day.

I doubt you know how much somebody missed you these few days; acting like a nut, staring at the phone, given such false hope, thinking that it would actually vibrate ...


5:45 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.


I want to chat with you. Only you.


11:25 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.


Your Mood is a 6

You're mood is so-so... but you're feeling more up than down.
How Does Your Mood Rate?

You Would Do Anything For Love

Anyone who stands between you and love better watch out!
You'll do almost anything for your true love - even if it puts your life at risk.
You are an old fashioned romantic and believe in unconditional love.
Once you love someone, you'll always love them... no matter what.
Would You Do Anything For Love?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.
What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

You Are a Classic Beauty!

You have a timeless beauty that looks great in every decade
Instead following trends, you stick to what works
And this means you never skimp on your beauty routine
Upside? Your classic looks tends to attract gentlemen - not boys.
What Type of Beauty Are You?

Your Birthdate: May 8

Watch out Donald Trump! You've got a head for business and money.
You'll make it rich some day, even if you haven't figured out how yet.
A supreme individualist, you shouldn't get stuck in a corporate job.
Instead, make your own way - so that you can be the boss.
Your strength: Your undying determination
Your weakness: You require an opulent lifestyle
Your power color: Plum
Your power symbol: Dollar sign
Your power month: August
What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Your Love is Based on Commitment

You believe that love is something that develops and grows.
You don't believe in love at first site, and you never mistake lust for love.
For you, love is about mutual devotion, respect, and understanding.
You don't feel comfortable in a relationship, unless you're both in it for the long run.
Why your love can last: You don't take commitment lightly - or leave relationships easily
Why your love can fail: You're so committed, you often can't see the most obvious problems in your relationship
What Is Your Love Based On?


Haha. Got this from Youtube. Sweden's reaction so funny.


11:08 AM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

Lunar New Year celebration:)

A bit boring. Nothing much to say. Christine, Kristie, Fiona, Ziqi, Kenny and Jeslynn didn't come. Box them:D

Released early. Bushy and I went walkwalk, buy food, and went home.

And we got 2nd for the Chinese New Year class decoration for sec 2s:D

Going malaysia until Saturday night or Sunday. Gonna bring my camera to take manymanymany pictures:D Can't wait to meet all my big and small cousins (xD) and everyone, and the dogs:D

I will still reply some SMSes:)



10:50 AM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.


Very confused..

Someone, tell me what I should do ...


10:17 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.


At the com lab now, english lesson.

Geog results: 14/25.
(Not happy, nor sad.)


Celebrated her birthday just now during recess with a chocolate cake. Eleazar was smacked with the cake and the cake got into his nose. Haha!


And I gtg le, cyaaaaaaaaah:)


11:31 AM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

I hate Chinese.

Who's birthday is it tomorrow?
We'll find out..
After the break TOMORROW:D

Ms Dai scolded me today cos I got 42/100 for Chinese test:( Boo her.. Chee Yuan and Eleazar went around school without shoes and socks. Jiaying looks cuter today:) Weather nowadays is cold. Tingting and Bushy wore 'pink shorts' for PE:D

Nothing else to add.

I don't feel sad or anything for the marks I got for chinese, cos I improved.
I don't care what Ms Dai said.


4:46 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

Tear it.

Some 2007 pics

I want something.
Something very precious.
Something very priceless.
Something I can't get.

Two words-
Your love.

What I want the most, what I would treasure, what I yearn for.

I know love will die. Sometimes, when you've wait just too long, like a few years, the feeling seems to have fade away.

I tried to hate you. I tried to avoid you. I tried to make you go out of my mind.
But it never worked.

Everytime I receive an sms from you, I have this.. this undescribable feeling. And my mood just swings to the happy side. Everytime I want to ask you something via the computer or phone, I must wait for a very long time until I could get the words out. Everytime you talk to me, I may seem ignoring or angry, but my heart is smiling because it's happy.

Valentines Day would just be a boring, normal and typical day.

I want to tell you how much you mean to me, but I can't.

I cannot do it.

But whatever it is, you must know that there are people around you who care for you. People do care, some do it secretly, it's just that you don't know.

I must be crazy, saying all these.

Pinch me.

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9:32 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.