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MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Christine's quiz.

So, how Asian are you?

[x] Both of your parents are from Asia
[x] You were born in Asia
[ ] You use the term "Azn"
[x] You think DDR is cool (3rd Sis agree. 2nd bro disagree.)
[x] You've watched lots of anime
[x] You like Korean drama
[ ] You have stuff hanging on your phone (THE SPONGEBOB KEYCHAIN FROM JAP BROKE FK.)
[ ] Your parents want you to marry within your own race
[x] You eat rice almost everyday
[x] You drink lemon tea

X's so far: 7

[ ] You style your hair
[ ] You have a bebo/myspace/friendster
[x] You speak languages other than English
[x] Your parents are strict
[ ] Your parents have high expectations of you (Not anymore cos they realised how stupid I am.)
[x] You know your multiplication table
[x] You play badminton or table tennis
[ ] You've seen the Asian version of The Ring/The Grudge

X's so far: 11

[ ] You go/want to go to a university and would NEVER consider an apprenticeship
[ ] Your parents own an asian car (Honda is what.)
[x] You're not the only child
[ ] You've gotten little red envelopes around February (Whats that.)
[ ] You know the difference between kung fu, karate and tae kwon do (Got difference meh. Only word difference what.)
[ ] Your mother tries to bargain even though the product is already discounted.
[ ] You can do the Rubik's cube (It sucks.)
[x] You have a box of noodles somewhere in your house
[x] You play video games/computer games

X's so far: 14

[x] Everytime you're going out your parents ask you where you're going and what time you'll be home
[ ] You have karaoke at home
[x] You've been to a LAN more than 3 times
[x] You have incense sticks/moth balls in your house
[ ] You own a gaming console (Huh.)
[ ] You play a musical instrument
[ ] You don't wear shoes in your house
[x] You can use chopsticks
[ ]You get nothing if you do well in school, but punished if you don't

X's so far: 18

[ ] Your parents won't let you go out if you have school the next day (Lame.)
[x] You have Asian songs on your computer/iPod (JJ rocks.)
[ ] You don't like football
[x] You have a curfew
[ ] You know what ulzzang/tb means
[ ] You know what purikura is
[x] You like bubble tea
[ ] Your parents bought you shoes many sizes too big so you can "grow into it" and wear it for years to come (HAHA. Ok nice one.)
[ ] You've played final fantasy
[ ] You believe in fortune cookies

X's so far: 21

[x] You know what bok choy is
[ ] You've heard the song "Got rice?"
[x] You have a tutor or used to
[x] You've had pockys/yan yan before (OMG YUM.)
[x] When you seek for your mother's permission she replies "Ask your dad"
[ ] You like pho
[x] You play the piano
[x] When your parents are yelling at you they repeat what they already said
[ ] Your parents watch shows or movies from the country they are from
[x] You can do math in your head (Like one plus one.)
[x] You actually tie your shoe laces instead of tucking them in your shoes
[ ] You have chinky eyes.

Total​ X's: 29

Your total​ x 2 = 58% Asian.

9:46 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

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Break camp today.
Saw Jordan, Aikseng, Jiaobin TJH, Wenhui, Yingkiat, YinJH, Ziqi, Ruxin, prefects (like Shi Ting, Nadin, Felicia, Sawyi greedy pig, mini Haziq, Nopad, Hairul) and of course dumb pok.

Can go Second Sis, Third Sis or Second Brother's blogs to see about our Yao Nie cum Nub camp. Jared and Susan might update soon too.

2009 Committee posts. (Only what I rmb)
Chair: Darryl.
Vice-chair: Sweden and Yeowyong.
PT & Games: Christine and Jayda.
Welfare: Me and Soksan.
Armourer: Shilin and Jerald?
Secretary/Admin Head: Hui En.
Treasurer: Jeslynn.
Discipline: Saffiudin.
CCA Councillor?: Me and Christine. Maybe Jayda.

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Ben Chia's game.
Objective: To test your fate with someone. (It has been tried on many many people and most of them say it's true)

1. Shuffle your deck of cards the age of the person you have in mind. Remember to seriously think of him or her while doing or it'll turn wrong.
2. Many steps here.
3. Place it in that manner(above).

(In a case of girls doing this)
King of Spades: The person you have in mind.
Ace of Spades: The person's heart.
Queen of Hearts: You.
Ace of Hearts: Your heart.
Other Kings/Queens: Other people.
Other extra cards: Extra obstacles lor...

Darren did mine. ("Trust me, just trust me!")

Results: (Hui En's explanation)
An obstacle between the guy and his heart.
Meaning: He doesn't really know what he wants.
Three obstacles between me and my heart.
Meaning: I don't know what I want. (But more obstacles, so worse)
Three obstacles between him and me.
Meaning: We're far apart. Literally. Ie perhaps don't see each other regularly.
Middle obstacle of three between me and heart is a guy.
Meaning: That extra person can be anybody, don't neccesary have to be someone you admire instead etc. Ie I still don't know why the hell one person in between.
No obstacles between his heart and my heart.
Meaning: Have a status in each other's heart.

Actually I think it's quite true. At first I was superstitious and didn't believe. I thought it was just a made-up game. It turned up quite true. Chris and N had similar patterns. Hui En's one on Berserk was true. Chuanheng's one also quite true I think. And of cos there are other people.

But I still don't understand why there's some Nub in between me and my heart and why there are so many obstacles to my heart from me.

P.S. (Ben C did for me second time but I was thinking of Phang Weiyang when shuffling because I saw someone at Mac identical to him. LOL so Nub. Like Susan!)

8:13 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

突然好想你...

Sorry H. Sorry.

Happy Birthday Derek. Thank you.

From the first time I saw Felicia one or two years ago, I've always thought she's great. And she is. I like her really. So glad she's on TV show Little Nyonya!

Not yet wrote NYAA. Not yet wrote Graduating Seniors letters. Not yet packed bag.
Either overdued or due tomorrow. Wonderful.

I feel drained. Exhausted. Very...

LFK took my previous url. Evidence is here. Lol.
Look at that Nehneh.

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9:43 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

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Didn't manage to go Expo find JJ yesterday 8PM. So sad you know. Always like that one =(((

8:31 AM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

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Not supposed to be using com. Didn't go training cos didn't feel like it. So boring. So hope Ms Chan will tell more about NYT on open house. Today arcade and Jayda keep tell me pierce tragus. Actually not say pain. Went Orchard and the "dumb dumb" (her favourite word) want go Bugis. Hate Bugis Street. So many that kind. Then came home.

Cold, I didn't go Lan ok =)

Five more days to departure. Christine will be awaiting for my landing back to Singapore, cos perhaps she'll get her Arashi thing. Haha.

6:00 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

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Posting results out today. Can be viewed (here.)
Everybody starting to put their class in their MSN names ... ...

021108 Sun
Went Borders with Pok, bought AZ's and our books. Supermarket bought nuts for my mother to make her more nutty. And my cereal. Dinner at Toh Guan hawker.
031108 Mon
Went JP with SS watch HSM3 second time. Then Gek Poh LAN.
041108 Tue
Went Novena. Met the friendly angmoh. Train and bus to market and passed AZ her book. Weiliang was with N at their chalet at Pasir Ris. I wonder how N is doing...
051108 Wed
I know I went somewhere. Forgotten.
061108 Thu
Went Pok's house. Shiok. Joshua my new best friend also there. Haha. Right, Joshua?
071108 Fri
Went JP popular look for thing, arcade and Gek Poh LAN with SS and Weijie -.- Yucks.
081108 Sat
Stay home sleep. Yeyang is as pro as he was last time at minesweeper. I won him omg.
091108 Sun
Bad flu in morning. Went meet Vanessa. Cannot believe it when she told me she was first in Jurongville. Hahahahaha. Hahaha. She's in 3ple science, same as Long Weiliang. Hahahaha. Yucks.
Went Borders buy something I needed. Dinner at Harbour Restaurant. Peking duck peking duck~
101108 Mon
Today posting results out. Jayda told me Elycia said I got into electv geog. Joshua late so went his house see him comb hair. LOL. Reached school around 12+. Same class as ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ etc. Quite depressed at first. Went Kaya Toast with Joshua and Jayda. Joshua went piano. Jayda and me went Gek Poh find SS. Eleazar working at Mcd. Weikeong ended his shift so SS was sad. Heh. Went SS house slack and extension. Eleazar said he pierced right ear.
Also smsed Aizhen her results. It was around 6AM there. She got into pure hist. Faster come back you noobshit.

5:27 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

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I find a few people annoying, and you are all of them.

What the fuck have I done. Have I even offended you. Mai da bai geh ay sai boh. Look into mirror first. Who do you think you are. If bricks were ugly, you'd become longer than the Great Wall of China. Win already lor. Or perhaps if sticks were ugly, sure no problem you won't get hit by the stick. The whole damn tree will come after you.

Too attractive already. As attractive as the faeces you produce in your toilet.

Go sink your face into dough and stick it in the oven uh. Perhaps it'll produce monster cookies. Be your own guest and eat them all up yourself. I'm quite sure it'll be more delicious and impressing than a pickle stuck up your nostril. Faster take out lah omg. Still staring at this for what? Sun set already leh.

10:26 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

2I2 videos.

Click on these links to view videos of Cheeyuan and 2I2.
Didn't put the videos here cause it always say, "Sorry, this video is unavailable." or whatever..

  • Viagra I.
    Cheeyuan advertising Viagra Part One.
    He shouted loudly to 2I4 walking past cause Nickson was one of them. Haha. Cheeyuan wants people to "get a 10cm penis by the end of the day. And you dont want to walk around with a hump on your _____. That would be so embarrassing!" (tingting laughs)

  • Viagra II.
    Cheeyuan advertising Viagra Part Two.
    Cheeyuan: (blahblah...) Male. Hormones. (LFK kpo) For the male penis. Not for the female... penis.
    (after some time)
    LFK: -coughs coughs- Continue.
    Cheeyuan: As I said in the previous episode there's a female Viagra pill.. That's what that man over there -points to Eleazar- he says he does not have a penis.
    (after some time)
    Cheeyuan: (blahblah...) Homosexual Viagra.
    LFK: What homosexual viagra. What nonsense uh.
    Another group (maybe laoren): I didn't do anything uh.. (talking about other topics)
    Cheeyuan: Yeah they didn't do anything. I did a lot.
    (after some time)
    Eleazar: And for your information, a male sex organ has three cervixes. Thank you.
    (That was because I didn't know cervix belonged to females and I wrote filled in "Cervix" three times in a male organ in an exam paper. Around first half of the year).
    Me: Go die~ Walao.
    (Cheeyuan laughs wickedly and Eleazar continues his crap)
    LFK: Don't bull lah. (LOL)
    (THen talk talk then I want explain also cannot. THen phone got sound cos receive sms then vibrate lol. The rest can about the man with dunno how many cervix and the Narnia thing can hear properly already).

  • Rap.
    Cheeyuan doing a rap. Not bad.

  • Haziq's fav book.
    Haziq reading his favourite book. (THIS IS PROOF. Shut up Cherlyn hahaha.)
    This video my favourite also. HAHAHA. Followed by the scrabble video (below).
    Haziq: "(murmurs to himself. then...) And so, the tree turned into Cheowyi. And the Cheowyi became very... Moody. And then a little boy came to Cheowyi and said," I'm _____ I love you muacks. Finish already the story. (flips book) Hm and the Cheowyi was happy the end. (closes book) Smack your face uh."
    LOL.

  • Scrabble.
    Leslie and Kristie playing scrabble.
    I put the phone camera right in front of Lai Boon Hao.
    Leslie: 神经病 leh 这个人!
    Kristie laughs.
    Me: Leslie! Say something like "屁啦!" or something like that.
    Leslie with the a bit shocked reaction and all starts laughing.
    Suddenly, Mr Yeo enters the class from back door, AGAIN! Then I gasped and stopped recording.

  • Aesthetics I.
    Haziq, Cheeyuan, Jordan, Tingting dancing for Aesthetics test.
    HAHA. Did you see Haziq's reaction?!
    And after they finished dancing, Haziq and CHeeyuan were doing some lame actions. Hahaha.

  • Aces Day workout I.
    Practising Aces Day workout during PE lesson.
    FYI the front part is boring so if you want can skip to 2:40 which is 2 minutes and 40 seconds.

  • Aces Day workout II.
    HURRY FASTER LOOK AT JIANYUAN OMG.

  • Jordan poking.
    Jordan and Weihao doing some stuff. Jeron there dunno what.
    Jordan: Die!! -pokes thing at weihao-
    Weihao: AH! -holds ball-
    Jordan: Wu wu wu! -sees phone- EH! 关掉啦 delete!

  • PE lesson.
    Azhar: -shocked- MR CHAN! Cheowyi using handphone~

  • Aesthetics II.
    Hazairi and Emelia dancing!

  • Aesthetics III.
    Hazairi and Nadin dancing!
    Actually I think Hazairi dances real good. Haha.
    Me: Hazairi looks so happy.
    Hazairi: What?!

    (Click for other videos.)

    During Mrs Yan's lesson.


    Cheeyuan didn't see me recording until the last part. He was saying about the people he didn't like. Lol.


    Again.


    Kristie: "Eee, why Guan Liang is here." Lmao. Kristie, I bet you're laughing.



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    9:10 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

    =)

    Happy birthday Woo Chee Yuan!! =))

    Sings: "I've got the power~"
    I have many super funny videos of Cheeyuan in my phone.
  • Advertising Viagra. (2)
    Eleazar & LFK in video. He was listening and commenting.
  • Dancing in Aesthetics. (1)
    Cheeyuan and Haziq being retarded.
  • Criticising people. (2)
    He was yaking about some people he detests. Doing some disgusting actions.

    Others were like...
  • PE lesson. (1)
    2I2 during PE. Azhar and Haziq acting dumb.
  • In library. (1)
    Haziq reading "The Giving Tree" (his favourite) book and being stupid. Very funny. Azhar playing PSP.
    Omg Haziq your memory stick. HAHA do you miss it? ^^
  • Learning dance steps for Aces Day. (2)
    With music. Azhar was dancing king. Jianyuan had his shirt tucked in and pants pulled up VERY high. VERY VERY funny. LOL. Jordan went up to dance.
  • Dancing in Aesthetics. (2)
    Sarah, Aishah, Jeron, Tingting, Jordan etc dancing.
  • Playing Scrabble. (1)
    With Pok and AH WANG. LOL. He's very funny. Serious. But he said I'm crazy LOL.
    ETC.

    Aizhen is in the airplane now. Sobs. I won't miss you Lim Aizhen! =P
    I bet you're pressing (Alt + F) to find your name. Hor you...
    Probably she's reading the "Twilight" book now. (Which is actually BD)

    Received her call at 11pm and she went to the gate(s) around 1120pm. She can ogle at all the angmohs in Europe omg. Lol. I like angmohs. Yesterday I met one super friendly one at Novena. But I hate the people in France cause they simply have no manners. I love Switzerland. So peaceful so relaxing and the people were SO SO friendly ^^

    Haha. I bet she'll enjoy the trip. But when she's back, the day before I'll have left for overseas already. Haha k bye Aizhen take care! =)

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    1:04 AM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

    Euthanasia.

    Euthanasia is a subject people tend to avoid, but the modern world says that it is something we have to discuss about.

    Religious groups such as Buddhists, Muslims and Christians believe that life is sacred and we shouldn't end our lives just like that. Hindu religious leaders, though frowns on murder and suicide, views euthanasia as acceptable that a terminally ill person should decide whether he or she wants to take his life.

    Basically, euthanasia is the practice of killing without pain a person who is suffering from a disease that cannot be cured. It is illegal in most countries, let alone Singapore, and is also commonly known as "mercy killing".

    I repeat, the person is suffering in pain from an incurable disease and the Government has not proposed legalising euthanasia.

    As a staunch Buddhist myself, it is true that religions have many strong beliefs that God brought you down to Earth for a reason and each and every person has to live for that special reason. Ending your own life would mean not prizing your life God has entitled you to and probably opposing to fate.

    However, I disagree.

    Talk about those people who don't support euthanasia.

    "We should treasure and respect life and we will not encourage anyone to just end one's life."
    Mr Chung Kwang Tong (Taoist)


    Hey. If you don't want your life to be taken away, just say it straight to the point and not palter.

    Number one.
    We are talking about people who are living in PAIN, pain you cannot imagine because YOU are not the one experiencing it. Pain you don't know. Pain which leaves them suffering everyday from a disease incapable of being cured. Are you the one living in a life like this? Could you even CALL this a life?

    Two.
    God has given us this life which we lead for ourselves. Please understand this carefully that this life is given to US for OURSELVES to lead. This is THE PERSON'S LIFE, NOT YOURS. That person is probably fighting against cancer, bleeding profusely whatever or has turned into a vegetable sitting on a hospital each day, with nothing he can do but get tackled by the vicious germs.

    And on the other hand, the Government thinks that, this way, they are actually helping them?!

    Three.
    The loved ones of the family. The victim has already have to put through such a battle, but do you still have to pull in, the people who care for them, who possibly feels as though a knife is piercing through their hearts everytime they see the victim, into the picture?

    Four.
    Medical expenses. This could be seen as much less important, and those taitais married into a filthy rich family et cetera don't have to worry about this problem, but what about those families with only the father being the sole breadwinner, and earning a low income, scrimping and saving cents and quaters which add up to dimes? If managing one own's family is bad enough, could these victims be a burden to them? Of course the kind hearted ones will still feed the victimes, but what about those with "black hearts"?

    You know, there's this advertisement which goes, "Life is Great!" on TV and there will be probably a couple of people there enjoying their lives et cetera. But in these four circumstances, are you sure life is great?

    My Conclusion:
    The Government and whoever who opposes euthanasia,
    YOU ARE BEING COMPLETELY ENTIRELY TOTALLY SELFISH!!!

    YES, I'M REFERRING TO YOU.
    -points points points everywhere-

    Please consider these questions before you start the debate.

    The victims have to go through this each and every day, but knowing that there is no cure.

  • Are you sure the suffering is necessary?

    Pets are allowed to be put to sleep and die with less suffering.

    Yes:
  • If they can, why can't these innocent victims?

    No: (We're talking about humans here. We are humans. They, on the other hand, are ANIMALS. You know, dog, cat, bird, pig?)

    Yes:
  • Humans, ARE animals. Please get your facts right. What makes us so different from them?

    Yes:
  • We have feelings, they too do! What rights do you have to put yourself at a higher status than them?

    No: (The point here is that, life is full of great opportunities! Even if you're to the extent of meeting death where you are desperately clinging tight to the end of a string and between life and death, it is NOT the end yet and anything might happen. Seconds you find yourself suffering from this disease, but the next thing you know, POOF! The modern scientists has invented a new medicine which cures any disease!)

    Yes:
  • Oh, of course! Why didn't I think of that? Like POOF, how I wish you would just disappear now... How many chances in MORE THAN A MILLION do you expect a miracle to happen? Probably as much as 0.001%!

    Now, those people who support euthanasia.

    "We are not saying we should do it. But there is an allowance for it, as long as society and the terminally-ill person's family allow it."
    Mr K. Kathirasam (Hindu)


    Speaking in all the languages of the world,

    P R E C I S E L Y !

    My opinion might be too drastic to be accepted, but this person talks sense! At least if the Government does not like the world population to slide down rigorously, they can change the law from a rigid solid NO to an OK, provided that...
    1. The person wants to. (This is the most important)
    2. The family members agree. (We can reconsider this...)

    CASE ONE.
    This article here (Click) is (dated 14th May 2008) about this man, Steven Andrews, aged 25, who was left paralysed from the neck down after jumping 25ft into just 3ft of water during his "tombstoning leap". It just happened that the tides were low that time.

    His first words when he regained his senses were, "I'm paralysed mum, I want to die. Mum, I'm a vegetable."

    CASE TWO.
    A woman around the age of 55 - 60 was suffering from this rare disease where the doctor, also a specialist who saw how this was operated in the U.S., claimed that he has never seen such cases in Singapore. The husband had a decision to make, whether the operation should be carried out. If it is a success, everything's fine. If it fails, then the woman would be crippled and had to live the rest of the days on a wheelchair. Either that, or just leave for the organ to (verb).

    The specialist recommended to carry out the operation. Let me tell you, it wasn't an easy decision... But the husband finally decided on something, which is to not do anything about it.
    Then, life was normal and around a few weeks or months later, the woman passed away, but peacefully. Everybody were in tears.

    And, although my grandfather wasn't crying and only remained silent the whole time, I know deep down he feels worse than anybody was, but I believe he made the correct decision and would rather let it be than risking the chances of having my grandmother live on a life of misery...

    I don't feel like saying this anymore ... ...

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    Personally, I think the person suffering has his/her each right to make the decision. If they want to end their life earlier, why are we stopping them? Why are we holding back the freedom they are entitled to? If this is their last wish, why can't we grant it for them since we have the ability to? Why can't we let them die peacefully and ending their misery quicker?

    Most importantly, one last time, it is THEIR DECISION.
    You don't have to force them.

    If they'd rather lead a "life" of pain and think that this is what they call Happiness, then be it. This is great! And if they'd still have the chance to survive, because doctors have found out that the victim's disease can be cured, then why not? But what about those who really have the total opposite thinking? Why wait? Why are people making life so pathetic for them?

    You might say this is between life and death and it isn't as easy as it seems. Are you trying to infer that you are doing something noble for them by just letting it continue on like this? Do they even owe you a living? Then what's wrong?

    Spare a thought. Helpless people out there are enduring agony, leading life everyday either hurt (to the extreme) or half dead. Everybody has their own pride. Their own dignity.
    What do people think they are to prevent them from getting their preference?

    Still, whatever the case is, God will lead the way answer to our prayers, or without much doubt, only my prayers. I hope to see the Government legalising this soon but in the circumstance that allows it to carry out only if the patient wants, if the disease is REALLY incurable and if they die a painless death.

    God Bless.

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    2:09 AM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

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    Just press won't die ...

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    1:25 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

    First Black US President!


    "Change will not come if we wait for some other person or some other time. We are the ones we've been waiting for. We are the change that we seek."
    ~ Senator Barack Obama

    Barack Obama (338 votes) defeats
    John McCain (156 votes) to win U.S. Presidency.

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    10:06 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

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    我希望事情将会好起来,
    我希望他不再难过,
    如果有可能,
    我也希望把自己的“快乐”给他和那些痛苦的孤儿,
    因为他们比我还更需要“快乐”
    也不知道为什么上帝给我“快乐”
    简直是浪费罢了 ...

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    12:15 AM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

    123.

    SARAH CHEER UP CHEER UP!!

    241008
    Happy Birthday Felicia Chin!
    281008
    Happy Birthday Li Qing.
    301008
    Happy Birthday Maradona!
    011108
    Happy Birthday Wenxin!
    041108
    Happy Birthday Eleazar. Lol.
    071108
    Happy Birthday Woo Chee Yuan!
    151108
    Happy Birthday Javan.
    251108
    Happy Birthday Derek Pot. Lol..

    (The first thing I see every morning is Spongebob's smile. That is Happiness. You think so?)

    Q1) Do you have secrets?
    I shall not tell you. That's a secret.

    Q2) Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
    Am I too old?

    Q3) Do you enjoy going to school?
    Actually yes.

    Q4) What would you do with a billion dollars?
    That's another secret. How?

    Q5) Will you fall in love with your best friend?
    If my best friend is a guy.
    But the person I love is him.

    Q6) Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
    Loving someone if the person loves you back.
    Loved by someone if it's the person you love.
    I feel so selfish...

    Q7) List out your 15 favourite songs:
    Ole Ole - DJ Bobo
    Coup De Boule(!) - La Plage Records
    小丑鱼 - 罗志祥
    焰火 - 光良
    自恋 - 罗志祥
    夜曲 - 周杰伦
    翅膀 - 林俊杰
    曹操 - 林俊杰
    简简单单 - 林俊杰
    突然累了 - 林俊杰
    流行主教 - 林俊杰
    豆浆油条 - 林俊杰
    让我心动的人 - 林俊杰
    爱情Yoghurt - 林俊杰
    会有那么一天 - 林俊杰
    (These are only some nice ones... Not say favourite or what.. But JJ rocks.)

    Q8) If the person you like is already attached, what would you do?
    What more can I do... It's not as if I can stop it or anything... It's his decision and I should respect him... ... ... ...

    Q9) Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
    I don't recall...

    Q10) What takes you down the fastest?
    Something called Love..

    Q11) How would you see yourself in 10years time?
    Some useless person...

    Q12) Who is currently the most important to you?
    God, Spongebob, Family, Cherlyn, Pok, Aizhen, Jordan, him..

    Q13) What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
    I koped this from Hui En. She's a super fan of 霸王, didn't I mention before? Many people say she's emo, or whatever, I hate that word. But I don't find her so, cos I don't think she is. Yep.

    Q14) Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
    Obviously married but poor.

    Q15) What is your favourite colour?
    This =)

    Q16) Would you give all in a relationship?
    I don't know how to answer this. It depends on the relationship. But the relationships I have from young all answer to a yes.

    Q17) If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
    No answer cos I don't even know who the 2 people are. Have then say.. -.-

    Q18) Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the person has done?
    Firstly, I have to know what he/she has done right?
    Considering the horrible thing is he/she stealing my eraser. That's ok. But when he/she kills someone I love alot, that's another thing. How could I forgive and forget in this case...

    Q19) Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
    This is the last secret, lol.

    Q20) 5 people I've tagged:
    1 2 3 4 5.
    (Credits: Hui En)


    10:38 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

    ABC.

    "Yay, got myself a slim... no not I slim down. Just got a slim PSP."
    From Guanliang's Personal Message. Lol.

    Happy one day old to Wenxin!! =)))

    (Click for Quiz.)

    Ten things about me.

    1. Are you single?
    I don't know...

    2. Are you happy about that?
    ...

    3. Are you bored?
    Ah boh..

    4. Are you sad?
    No I don't know...

    5. Are you Italian?
    DO I EVEN look like one?

    6. Are you plastic?
    No, I'm metal...

    7. Are you cool?
    Huh?

    8. Are you Chinese?
    ... No no I'm an Indian. Vanakkam. -shakes head like kristie-

    9. What are you?
    A black.

    Ten Facts.

    1. Initials.
    J. B. (Stands for James Bond)

    2. Nicknames.
    People call me James bond together with Indians. Cos I'm an Indian.
    What?

    3. Birth Place.
    James Bond's mother.

    4. Hair colour.
    Hot Pink.

    5. Age.
    I also dunno.. Go internet find lah I so famous..

    6. Eye colour.
    Purple.

    7. Birthday.
    Hm...
    My birthday's today how could you forget ok nevermind I have a big heart and now I'm forgiving you for making the biggest mistake of your life so where's my present?

    8. Mood.
    You don't give me my present I angry already ah...

    9. Favourite Colours.
    Purple. Wooooo. I'm gay. For your information, gay means happy ok... Not the other one...

    10. Left or right handed.
    Down. (there)

    Ten this or that?
    1. Love or money?
    Love.

    2. Hard liquor or beer?
    Coffee. Ok ok, beer...

    3. Cats or dogs?
    Woof.

    4. A few best friends or many regular friends?
    A few best friends.. Being lonely is ok...

    5. Television or internet?
    McCain or Obama?
    Ok actually I like TV more.

    6. Pepsi or coke?
    Pepsi sounds nicer.

    7. Wild night out or a romantic night?
    Second one...

    8. Money or happiness?
    ... Happiness means you're happy means either you have money and you're happy or you don't have money but you're still happy so obviously answer is...?

    9. Night or day?
    Night...

    10. IM (instant messanger) or phone?
    Phone ... ... ...

    Ten differences in a relationship.

    1. Smile or eyes?
    Smile... =)

    2. Light or dark hair?
    His hair.

    3. Hugs or kisses?
    Hug.

    4. Intelligence or attraction?
    Attraction.

    5. Hook-up or relationship?
    RELATIONSHIP LAHHHHH. Grrrrr.

    6. Trust or love?
    Trust and love.

    7. Long distance or short?
    As long as have trust and love, anything is ok... I guess...

    8. Call or text?
    Call ... ... ...

    9. Older or younger?
    Same.

    10. Looks or personality?
    With looks even better of course, but personality is still the most important...

    Ten Last.

    1. Last phone call you made?
    Haziq.

    2. Last phone call you received?
    Cherlyn.

    3. Last person/people you hung out with?
    2I2 =)

    4. Last person to text you?
    Either Haziq telling me to return him his PSP memory stick or Geek telling me how funny the Chicken Run was when Ziqi said it yesterday as the chicken dropped... =) That stupid Nehneh lah. Haiyo.

    5. Last person you tickled?
    Zzz. Don't know...

    6. Last person you IM?
    Lim Hui En =)

    7. Last person you hugged?
    Spongebob.

    8. Last person you slept with?
    Spongebob with the rest of the spongebobs and soft toys.

    9. Last person/people you laughed with?
    Starts laughing. K, I laughed with myself.

    10. Last dream you can remember?
    The dream with him inside... ...

    Ten people I tag
    One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten.

    Credits to JW.



    I feel like dying liao lah... ... ...
    Die lor... ...

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    6:39 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

    Beautiful.



    Who can say where the road goes,
    Where the day flows, only time?
    And who can say if your love grows,
    As your hearth chose, only time?

    Who can say why your heart sights,
    As your live flies, only time?
    And who can say why your heart cries
    when your love lies, only time?

    Who can say when the roads meet,
    That love might be ,in your heart?
    and who can say when the day sleeps,
    and the night keeps all your heart?
    Night keeps all your heart…..

    Who can say if your love groves,
    As your heart chose, only time?
    And who can say where the road goes
    Where the day flows, only time?

    Who knows? Only time ...

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    3:07 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.