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Happy birthday, Suar Jeron =)

Class 2I2 (2008) is going to end soon.. Cos 2008 is coming to an end too.. 38 brilliant friends.. Some going to the same class next year.. Some not so really close to.. I'm gonna really really miss 10 of these dudes..

10. Tan Yang Da!
9. Yanaa!
8. AbR!
7. Triple T!
6. Dear Ahwang!
5. Wong Zi Cun!!
4. Nehneh!!
2. O' Darling Tissue Jordan!!
1. My pengyew Pokpok!!

Woah asshole I feel like boxing you now you know anot.

3. The asshole who loves ._. -.- =.=" ~_~ and Chuanheng.

And I won't forget talking in morning assemblies, forming groups, making noises in class, sitting around each other with 1, 2, 5 and 7.

(Morning assemblies)
Nisa. Jordan.
Me. Ting.
Tiong. WCY.
(In class)
----- Ting.
Tiong. Me.
WCY. Jordan.

Jordan even said today that he bought me a new nail clipper when..
- I didnt ask him to.
- I told him not to.
- I still can use mine.
- Considered his character =)

I feel very sad now. Why do we have to go seperate ways.

10: Watching his face going redder and redder everytime there's a lame joke up. Discussing how to do sums and listening to him teach in a very funny way cos he will keep laughing and say, "Wait! Listen to me first!"
9: I wont be drawing Podolski on her textbook. Going crazy on Liverpool with her.
8: Making funny faces at each other during class cos just directly across the classroom. Once, Haziq was still staring at us lol. Doing the swimming thing with his hands.
7: Sitting beside her in parade square. Talking shit and more shit until Ms Tai comes over to reprimand =)
6: Making fun and teasing him. Telling him and many people I love Ahwang =) And pulling his chair has become such a chore. His bottom always land on the ground.
5: Sitting on bus 187 home together. Receiving his weird smses and his funny way of cheering people up =)
4: Talking relationships mostly when going bangbang. And listening to her from D to her Beanie now =)
3: Alot of things. Lol... Especially his jokes...
2: His stingy but cute and lovable character... Always singing behind me in class =)
1: Eating Tau Suan, laughing at Khusni, being pangsehd by her, going mad over the littlest things, being ordered around by her (Tay Ping Hui: This is an Order!), seeing her pig in class (both eating and sleeping) and her crapping about everything everyday =)

Love you guys more than the max which I don't know where is more than max cos I really don't care about that...
Good night ='(

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12:46 AM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

HELLO!
tiong hui qin here~
:D

BYE!

RMB TO BUY THE SOUNDS OF SALVATION CD FROM ME!
:D
$10 PER CD!
:D

CLICK! Sounds of Salvation

PURPOSE: this album is to raise funds for the Multipurpose Building Project of our home church, St. Christopher's Anglican Church Johor Bahru, Malaysia. Please do support us and keep us in your prayers. And, do pick up a copy of the album when it comes out. We seek to extend his Kingdom here on Earth through these songs, album and the fund raising that it will create. Thank You So Much & God Bless!

so help ya!?
LOVE YOU ALL!
God bless.

oh ya. the second song on my blog is sang by them, EVERYTHING.
they composed their own song also.
and my cousin is singing.
:D

:D

7:37 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

This is written by hairul... -.-

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hairul forced me to do this. STUPID & LAME hairul
~_~ (someones face!)

11:40 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

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JJ IS ONE OF THE WONDERFULEST GUY ON EARTH. HIS VOICE IS ONE OF A KIND AND HE IS FANTABULOUS. I WANT TO GO TO HIS WORLD TOUR 2009 BUT I DONT HAVE $$$ BUT ITS OK COS HE STILL ROCKS. I DONT LIKE PEOPLE WHO GO AGAINST HIM COS THEY ARE JUST JEALOUS THAT HE'S SO GREAT =) (dont argue)

AND I ~ WILL ALWAYS LOVE NOODLES ~ AND JJ ~
AND COLD SAY LIVERPOOL WON SOME GOD KNOWS WHAT TEAM 5 - 1. OMGWTFBBQ SO HAPPY =)=)=)
I BET DIYANAH AND CHEEYUAN ARE POPPING! CHAMPAGNE ALREADY! I WANT TO DRINK INNISKILLIN!

~_~ (Someones face!)

7:31 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

6G.

Fun. Especially when the fire kept going away and Pongpong (Yihong) had to start it again. I helped ok. And when the people at the other pit finished eating around 10pm, Yingchong clapped his hands happily and said: "Lai we are going to start our BBQ already!" HAHAHAHAHA.

Then all of them had water fight around what 11pm. The guys wore the aluminum foil around so joker. So only left Pongpong & Yihpin play PSP while me Hughes and Yingchong stay to BBQ the food. After everything they played basketball but very tired so went home with Weiliang.

Dont like all the banglahs everywhere. @ the bridge WL went bukit batok cos I told him very near my house already.. Then was alone and very scared.. Started to rain.. Scary ok.. Reached home 130AM.. Next time don't want walk alone in the dark already thanks to all the weird people out there..

Before BBQ no time so went JP instead. Saw Nehneh & Danying, Sarah & her friend, Khiameng & gf. Bought my school bag =)=)=) I love it alot you know. Thanks Amelia for the 10bucks and Linyan for oblong. HAHA. Have a very nice shoe at Adidas but like a bit expensive... =(

Other pictures @ hughes' phone.





Linyan said she wants to "pretend to be emo".


































Darius, Hughes, Junren are a head taller than me and SLY. But cant see that here =)


ELFIN = ELVIN HAHAHA.

K go sleep le, bye =)

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3:23 AM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

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Happy Birthday Chuanheng =)

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12:07 AM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

Merry Christmas.


THE NICEST ICE WINE EVER!

Costs more than $100 but many drank yesterday so one gulp and it was gone. I've never tasted such delicious wine before! Michael bought it from the airport when he returned from Canada.
How I wish I could drink it everyday...

11:49 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

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C. Ronaldo: "I heard a lot about S'pore. I want to visit it one day."

Thank you W350 for the nice nice treats and Jeslynn and Danying for coming all the way to deliver them! =)
Thank you Sinlin for all the goodies and presents from Taiwan and Nintendo DS! =)

Today going shopping with Linyan @ Far East! Then Christmas Party cum BBQ at 645pm with 6G and the rest! Wooooo! I'm so happy happy happy! =) And Christmas Eve going to have big big dinner with cousins!!! =) Christmas going crazy with them! =)

And someone is enjoying Chuanheng's photo!
AND the bush wants to go countdown with somebody! HAHA xD
ANDDD Cherlyn just went out from house when I called her at noon! >=( LOL =)

BYE PEOPLE! =)
I LOVE JJ and Podolski and Spongebob! =)=)=)

9:16 AM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

Candlelight Service @ Expo.


















1:46 AM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

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Nehneh, must get well from your birdbean flu.. Potartoh.. :)

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Taurus: You feel that you are not in the best place you can be, but all this is due to your lack of drive. If you can accept that there is at least one positive aspect in your life, you should have a better time.

Love is about growing up.
It doesn't always go along the way you thinks it will be.. Jealousy = dumb.. Why in God's name am I so childish... I realised I've been so stupid all this while.. Thank you for letting me realise that I'm even more useless than I thought I was... Thank you, really... You made me grow up, today...

Parting is all we know of heaven and all we need of hell.
You've made me experience what I thought was heaven.. I was wrong.. I mistook heaven for hell.. Thank you for showing me how gullible I have been.. You've shown me somewhere even worse than hell.. Yeah and that's why I learn something new everyday, especially today.. I learnt even more important things...

Romance is flirting.
This is the greatest thing I have ever learnt my entire 14 years on Mother Earth.. I'm so glad, really, that Life has given me so many painful life lessons to hurt my heart.. But it's ok.. Mr Ng said that Life is sometimes unfair and there's nothing you could do.. Blame myself for being born unlucky.. Thank you, dude..

There is nothing called True Love.
Anybody witnessing this, please stop me from falling for everyone and anyone at all if I ever put my entire heart and soul into the relationship which would one hundred percent land into the dumps again... Nice.. Lots of love there... Teachers say we don't make the same mistake as we have before.. Yes, I am listening here.. I shall not want to fall in love with any guys cos none of them are trustable...

Friend, never lie through your minds, through your teeth, through your phone...
Thank you once again.. I am quite sure I feel positively fine now.. Good luck with whatever, you won't want to hear from me again... =)

Life, the wonderfulest thing ever..
也许我太天真了... 完美的结局只存在童话故事里...
Positive Aspect:
There is someone whom I will always trust...
Myself..


P.S. I just granted someone the favour I owe him of putting the tagboard in my blog.. I don't owe you anything now...

8:52 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

One.

Class BBQ photos are in the class blog =)

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4:02 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

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"I wish you were here with me, tonight..."

  • Kristie rocks for being a pok.
  • Darryl rocks for loving noodles as much as I do.
  • Haziq rocks for thinking too much.
  • Xunbin rocks for waking me up early.
  • Bush rocks for being cute at spelling words wrongly.
  • Yeowyong rocks for telling me to eat my medicine.
  • Linyan rocks for everything =)

    I might have won the battle but lost the war to you. Is gratification overwhelming you?
    Yeah, I can see that...

    9:47 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

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    Happy Birthday Phang Weiyang and Choke. Lol.

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    11:43 AM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

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    This is meant for every kaypoh to see and do make up nonsensical things like I'm faking everything if you dare. Go on. I know you do.

    1. Egocentric.

    Does any pig/moose/duck/hippopotamus reckon I would fall for someone whom I don't even know well? What in nobody's name is the problem with egos? Oh yes, I forgot, they ARE egos. Especially He who wanted to send the message in the first place!
    Btw, the definitions of a Stalker are.
    - Someone who walks with long stiff strides.
    - Someone who stalks game.
    - Someone who prowls or sneaks about; usually with unlawful intentions.

    Show me dude, the picture you have me walking with long stiff strides or please refer me to the game I stalked. Great. Now I've magically turned into a prowler who has committed crime due to God knows what the unlawful intentions are.

    "Cheowyi, I cant breathe without you, I cant drink and eat without you, without thinking of you i cant sleep, so can you be my full time girlfriend?"
    Cb you think this is what movie is it. At least if you want to prank people please make a bit sense right, if it's this case you'll be long dead can. D E A D. Oh, so you mean can be full time and part time one lah? If I be part time how? Can anot? I still need time to flirt with others leh. Cb kia. Your brains cannot work at least see which other part of your body can think right.

    And fyi, if you want to scold me a fucker, please at least SPELL PROPERLY lah. Duckes nia, Indian word is it. Come on, prove to me I'm a fucker. Prove to me what I have done wrong. Prove to me which part I have did to offend you PREVIOUSLY. Lai lai, you tell me.

    2. Reasonless.

    I don't make hypothesises taken for granted. I am NOT playing any guessing games. I tried to cheer someone up. I might not understand the feeling of being sad, cos maybe He has more rights to feel sad than I am cos I will never get to undestand how others feel cos maybe I'm not as equal human as everyone else cos I don't know how to put myself into their shoes either literally or figuratively.

    K lah sua lah. I get the idea that people love being dao. Cool ma. Oh yes and if you're thinking that I'm referring to myself, yea please go on thinking like that. I'm an underclass gin na, a duckes, a fucker, a stalker, and someone who has at least 5 people calling me lame everyday.

    3. Lame.

    Yeah, I'm lame, so what? What has any of my problems got to do with anyone of you? If it so happens that you will get as lame as I am if you talk to me, then why the fk should you bother doing that? Nothing gained. I don't need people's sympathy. Go to someone else who needs it, or maybe yourself. COS I DON'T.

    And I don't understand why people say "I still can walk!" when you call them lame. My god, it may be funny once, but do you think you're still as, uhm, humourous as you think for the next few times? You OBVIOUSLY know what it means and yet!

    To everybody reading this, I'm a fucker who only knows how to talk lame and walk lame as you wish ok. And I have the worst personality ever so if you know that, it's never too late to realise sth bad cos you can change for the better by not talking to someone who's a fucker.

    4. -.- ._. =="

    Please tell me what's with these faces. Lol.

    5. Happiness.

    Everyone always say everybody deserves their own happiness. It's not just about you, looker, it's about mine too. I want to be happy. You spoil it. And people also say that it's not others who spoil your happiness, it's you who should learn how to control your own anger.

    Hey, your words only went through your thickhead without going through your brain. If others hadn't started something you don't like to see, and doing it OVER again to agitate and stir up your minds, would you even bother to have your day spoilt? Who, besides weirdos, would want to have their own happiness ruined? Now you're telling me.

    Look who's talking? Yeah it can't possibly be you cos you should apparently have realised I'm the one talking here. Unless your eyes grow somewhere else one which I can't help two, which I reckon three you don't need it, and you can say I've changed four all I care.

    Thee, get me? So who wants to sue me now?

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    8:57 AM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

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    Happy birthday Lim Hui En =)=)=)

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    11:21 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

    Love is.

    Love is a game just meant to be played.
    Love is a phrase just overly clichéd.
    It's dominated by cheaters, players, and rule-breakers.
    Where three words often said are lies spoken by fakers.

    Love is an emotion and hormones are the cause.
    Love is perfection that brings out your flaws.
    Young ones are swayed into believing that it's real.
    Soon concious of mistakes, next fear is what you feel.

    Love is a wish desired by so many loners.
    Love is a sight shown off by its owners.
    It's a sad pathetic world when love is only wanted,
    for the sake of having it, and for it to be flaunted.

    Love is a drug addictive and strong.
    Love is a toy and you're strung along.
    The endings are painful, yet again you will start,
    to end with more lies and tears,
    and another cruelly broken heart.

    Love is a reason to be treated like dirt.
    Love is an excuse, an excuse to get hurt.

    10:31 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

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    Just friends. Yeah, it's true anyway... Cos we are.

    10:03 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

    Sad. Happy. Sad. Happy. Sad.

    JP's a little bit bigger now. Lol. So crowded. Don't like don't like.
    Watched Bolt and Twilight already. Still have Wild Child and Bedtime Stories to go. And The Wedding (christopher & fann) seems quite cute. Lol.

    There's something I'd like to know, from all Twilight fans, whether big or small ones (not literally). Are you nuts over Edward's looks, the fact that this movie is about Vampires, or really into Twilight THE STORY/MOVIE itself? Kind of a weird thing cos falling in love with "Twilight" seems like a trend nowadays.

    Come to think of it, I really enjoyed the movie, except for the beginning part when it was a little boring to me. I shall buy the book to see how brilliant it is. You can watch online at this website btw.
    Anyway, I think Robert Pattinson is hot. Realised he is Cedric Diggory.

    I hate people (especially old men) who stare at you for god knows what the reason is as if I owed them a living. If I can make wishes, I'd wish to pluck out their eyeballs and feed them to fish. So angry with these kind of poop. Sekali fish also don't like. Too low-class eye balls.

    And did I ever mention this?
    Nigel's back in Singapore!
    He's currently staying in Orchard. Cool uh.


    I feel so ABC now. Bye.

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    9:42 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

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    Yes I'm going to sleep now aizhen.

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    Bawang sucks.
    Darryl had a hairy issue.
    Haziq wants to go blind at SP LOL.
    Huien loves being a hufflepuff.
    Kahhang is a bird drawing circles.
    Linyan is an oblong.
    Yeowyong loves being blur.

    2:34 AM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

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    I miss you so much...

    8:17 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

    JJ get well get well get well get well get well get wellllll. =(((((

    11th June 2010.
    THE NEW PAPER: (7th Dec 2008)
    SINGAPOREAN singer JJ Lin's hectic schedule is starting to take a toll on him.
    Last week, during a promotional tour in Fuzhou, China, the 27-year-old coughed up blood while on a break in his hotel room.
    Attempts to contact JJ were unsuccessful, but Miss Yvonne See, assistant general manager of his label Ocean Butterflies Singapore, told The New Paper in a phone interview: 'At first we thought he coughed up only a little blood.
    'But when he took a photo of the blood and showed the doctor, the doctor said that his throat was seriously inflamed.'

    He advised the singer to avoid talking and singing completely for some time.
    Miss See said JJ heeded the doctor's advice for a day, then dived straight back to work the next day.
    She added: 'Every time JJ isn't feeling well, he will always want to keep working.'
    In early October, he had a bad cold, but carried on with his pre-album launch promotions in Taiwan and Hong Kong. He was also coughing up blood then.
    Still, she said JJ insisted on carrying on with his punishing schedule.

    No break in 10 months.
    His last break was during Chinese New Year in February.
    In the past few months, he has travelled once every few days. On his busiest day, he visited three cities in China - Xiamen, Shenzhen and Fuzhou - in one day.
    After his current tour in China, he will go to Malaysia, Hong Kong and Taiwan to do more promotions.

    He will be spending Christmas in Las Vegas for a performance at Caesars Palace. Then it is back to China to take part in the New Year's Eve countdown.
    Miss See said that JJ kept his promise to appear on popular Taiwanese talent show, One Million Star, last month, even though he had not fully recovered from his bout of throat inflammation.
    She said: 'Everyone asked why his face was so glum on the show. If they had paid closer attention, they would realise that he was in quite a bad state.'

    Miss See said JJ would often get hooked on online game World Of Warcraft, and ignore his minders' advice to rest early.
    'But now, he's more disciplined and takes the initiative to stop playing his game earlier so that he can get more rest,' she said.
    This has not been the biggest health scare for JJ. In 2006, the singer lost his voice completely.
    As he was not on a promotional tour then, he recovered quite quickly, Miss See said.

    Right now, JJ is still in China and resting as much as he can.
    He told the Chinese media: 'I hope my fans will not be scared by this. I'm doing very well now.
    'I'm not in any danger, so please don't be worried.'


    Miss See said she was more concerned about alarming his parents, as JJ has been keeping his health condition from them.
    She said: 'I finally had to tell his mum, to prepare her before she reads it for herself in the papers.'

    11:15 AM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

    Happy birthday, Shi Ting =)

    转角遇到爱 last ep today.

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    2:24 AM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

    Poop.

    JIAYING CHEER UP LAH YOU =))
    1) What is the hardest thing for you to say?
    Since it's so hard, why will I force myself to say it here.

    2) What do you want to receive on your birthday?
    Anything nice.

    3) Reach your hand out to the right. What do you touch?
    Table.

    4) What time did you sleep last night?
    2AM.

    5) What's the wallpaper on your comp?


    6) What can you hear besides the computer?
    The clicking of my mouse.
    The sniffing of my nose.

    7) What is your favorite line to say when bored?
    "So boring."

    8) When was the last time tears started to roll down your cheek?
    Lol. Why not just ask "When was the last time you cried?"
    Yesterday. I was watching TV show 转角遇到爱 thats why ok.

    9) The last person you were on the phone with?
    Cous.

    10) What makes you frustrated?
    I don't want to think about it thanks.

    11) What song you're listening to?
    只怪我 - Maia Lee. (repeatedly)

    12) Current mood?
    Standard.

    13) Who will you turn to if you have a huge prob?
    Geek or Weiliang.

    14) What's ur favorite song at the moment?
    黑武士/无聊 - JJ =)

    15) What was the last song that kept ringing on your mind last night before you sleep?
    只怪我 - Maia Lee.

    16) What was the best event that happened last year?
    When I knew him.

    17) Where have you been today?
    Nowhere =) Just downstairs.

    18) Who are you with ryt now?
    Me.

    19) Do you love sunsets?
    Yes.

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    2:34 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

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    I joined NYT... Was it the right choice...
    Hope holidays end later... And school reopen even later... The later the better...

    巧合只是个美丽的错误 ...
    If I stopped talking to you, would you start another conversation?
    If I did something wrong, would you forgive me?
    If I left for another country and never come back, would you miss me?
    If I killed myself, would you moan for my death?
    If I die for you, would you feel guilty?
    If I liked someone else, would you be sad?
    If I told you I've never loved you at all, would you cry?

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    I don't know why I'm feeling like this... =(!@#$%

    1:41 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.