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Out with Aizhen. =)

Nice day.

The math paper was ok. Didn't manage to finish part of the question five, part of second last question and last question. Hope to get at least a B3, though it would probably turn out to be a D7 or E8, even F9.

I know I suck at Chinese. I know I failed. I know you're happy.

Sorry Aizhen for making you wait, haha. Went JP and ate & walked around before the movie started. Alfred said Walle comes out today, but turned out to be August 29 or something. So bought tickets for Money No Enough 2. She bought a present for her father. Hahaha. Then kept looking at the prices of the things, so paiseh.

Saw Laoren, Jiaying, Mae (They were watching some Journey Blahblah movie and Mae said: "Cheowyi? Look at what's in my bag.. drinks!" Haha!), Yonglay, his girl(space)friend, Kaixin. Boontiang, Ruxin and Janelyn were also watching the same movie as us, haha.

I tell you right. The movie is very touching. Seriously, you should watch it if you haven't. I mean it. Not lying. Feel like watching it again. So touching you know. I thought it would be like some movie full of comedy. The mother of the three sons is so poor thing. She is so wei da. I like her, she's so nice. I think the ending is very sad and I don't want her to dieeeeeeeee. ='( And she was crying when she died. I don't like Stella's mother! She cares much for her daughter, but there is no reason for her to be so rude.

Aizhen laughed very loud in the cinema lah. Hahahahaha. Ass. You also cried ok, think I don't know. Don't tell anybody about that!

Went buy some things to match her grey dress for town tomorrow, then library to write the card. She showed me her (lame) orange collection, haha. Then she started to lame again. Took a packed 187 at the interchange, when we heard the bus driver after that saying that the next bus would come in 2 min.

Anyway, Cheeyuan took the same bus, in the shuai NCC Uniform. I like the uniform. He did a blowjob kind of face then laughed, lol. Aizhen kept wanting to hear his voice and said he looks mature, which is totally the opposite of him. Hah.




Small Heart, don't be disappointed sad over -, if you are. Be magnanimous..? Like me lah.

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9:04 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

"An Alphabetical Life=)"

The Alphabetical Life=)

Crazy-over-(abit)stupid-maple Geek wrote a post about alphabets, so I'm helping her continue=)

Attitude: The way that you think and feel about sb/sth.
Must have a positive attitude towards everything, or else you will never succeed=)

Believing: To think that sth is true or possible, although you are not completely certain.
Must believe, you know.

Confidence: A belief in your own ability to do things and be successful.
I have confidence, cos Cold told me so=)

Determination: The quality that makes you continue trying to do sth even when this is difficult.

Encouraging: Adjective of Encourage (to give sb support, courage or hope).
Encourage others when you feel encouraged -.-? =D

Forgiving: Willing to Forgive (To stop feeling angry with sb who has done sth to harm, annoy or upset you).
Try to forgive and forget others who has apologised and wants to be forgiven. You won't regret it=)

Generous: Giving or willing to give freely. (Giver.)
Have money; stop and think twice before you use all of it. There are many people around you who need the money more than you, whether it is for more food, a new home, or saving a life. Every penny counts, and if everybody donates a bit, it all adds up=) You might also probably be spending it all on sweets that would rot your teeth.

Happiness: A feeling or show of pleasure.
I WANT TO BE HAPPY, ALONG WITH EVERYBODY ELSE IN THE WORLD=)
And I also want him to be happy=)

Ice Cream!: A typeof sweet frozen food made from milk fat, flavoured with fruit, chocolate etc and often eaten as a dessert.
Ok, maybe be innovative or inspiring, whatever, but doesn't ice cream seem, look, sound, smell and TASTE BETTER?=)

Joke: To say sth to make people laugh; to tell a funny story.
Must joke ma, then you will laugh, others will laugh (that is if it IS funny), everybody starts laughing, happiness spreads everywhere and it would be a happy happy world =D Lame jokes also will funny ok!

Kindness: The quality of being Kind (Caring about others; gentle, friendly and generous).
One kind act deserves another=)

Loving: Feeling or showing love and affection for sb/sth.
1. Affection – A strong feeling of deep affection for sb/sth, especially a member of your famlily or a friend.
2. Romantic – A strong feeling of affection for sb that you are sexually attracted to.
3. Enjoyment – The strong feeling of enjoyment that sth gives you.
4. Sb/sth you like – A person, a thing or an activity that you like very much.
5. Friendly name –A word used as a friendly way of addressing sb.
I think Love is very, very important. If there there’s no Love, I wouldn’t be here too... =)

Magnanimous!: Kind, generous and forgiving, especially towards an enemy or a rival.
Ie, BIG HEART, like me. Unlike Cold who has a small small small heart=) I know how to spell the word le hor~

Nature: All the plants, animals and things that exist in the universe that are not made by people.
I don’t know how this is related, but isn’t Nature so beautiful?

Optimistic!: Expecting good things to happen or sth to be successful; showing this feeling.
Geek loves to be optimistic =D

Peace: A situation or period of time in which there is no war or violence in a country or an area.
Peace would only maintain for a short period of time and then everything would become un-peaceful again=(

Queue?: To wait in a line of people, vehicles, etc.
Cannot think of anything le, so queue lor. You buy things must queue up one what=)

Reflective: Thinking deeply about things.

Satisfication: The good feeling that you have when you have achieved sth or when sth that you wanted to happen does happen; sth that gives you this feeling.
I know everybody has many things they wish they could obtain, but when you start thinking of others who aren’t as fortunate as you, you should feel a sense of satisfaction. Instead of wanting this and that all the time, be satisfied with what you have=)
And must SMILE=)

Tenacious: That does not stop holding sth or give up sth easily; determined.

United: (of people or groups) in agreement and working together.
Being united is something really important. If you're not united with the others around you, then there would be no Unity (the state of being in agreement and working together; the state ofbeing joined together to form one unit), and it would be difficult to get your things accomplished=)

Vibrant: Full of life and energy; exciting.

Wait: (for sth) to hope or watch for sth to happen, especially for a long time.
Ie, Patience (Able to wait for a long time or accept annoying behaviour or difficulties without becoming angry). = Key to Success=)

X-rated: (especially of a film/movie) that people under 18 are not allowed to see because it contains sex and/or violence.
Lol, cannot think of anything le what. Anyway, these movies do come in your life and who wouldn't be interested in watching? Except for those weird people..

Yourself: You (Used as the subject or object of a verb or after a preposition to refer to the person or people being spoken or writen to).

Zest: (for sth) enjoyment and enthusiasm; zest for life.

I gave you life lesson leh~
















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Azhar msut get well get well=) I want to see a happy Azhar!
Si biantai also=) If not I really smack you uh. See you still can keep laughing anot.. Serious ok. Go see doctor=)

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8:44 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

Germany rocks.

Spain won Germany yesterday 1-0. Then people like Cold, Allan, Cheeyuan, Eleazar and Darren were like Spain won Spain won... I reached school ahpok was like," Eh your horse lose leh." Lmao! Si Cheeyuan also there happy, as if his hippo very good like that..

Frankly speaking, Torres's performance yesterday was really fantastic. YOu could tell that he really wanted to score a goal and he kept on trying and trying until he could achieve his target. Of course lah, he Liverpool one ma~ (Liverpool rocks. Even Hippo agrees)

But, seriously, even if Spain did win the Euro Cup, it doesn't mean that Germany sucks. In every competition, there would be a losing and a winning team. This time, it's Spain who's the one who won and Germany who lost. But I don't see why the hell do some people think that Germany sucks, just because of this.

Please, you don't judge people just by watching them play one single match of misery, just by the final score which made Spain the champions and Germans the runner-ups, or just because other people says so and you just want to be like part of it or something like that, so you'll feel good supporting a team which won and saying the losing team sucks.

Just think. How would you feel if you were the ones up there in the fields, representing your country, with millions of fans at the stadium and around the world watching your each and every move, and with such an immense pressure to win and urge to grab the Cup in your hands (please don't think sick)?

Who doesn't want fame and glory? Who doesn't want to be the champions? Who would feel good when they lost? Perhaps they might think that they had deserved it, but Failure would make you carry a heavy load in your heart, and give you a sinking type of feeling.

And this goes especially to Ballack, who has kept losing in many finals. Just go read more newspapers if you don't know what I'm saying. It's good to have loads of silver medals in your trophy cabinet, but wouldn't you want to at least earn a gold medal? Don't forget, Ballack also shed blood for his team earlier this morning during the match.

It's hard to be able to come all the way to the finals. Then, lose in the end. You wouldn't be able to understand the kind of feeling they have because you aren't the person standing in the fields, getting ready for the match which would determine what people would think of them, who are the winning team and the losing team, and what the newspaper would say the next day.

I don't mean Spain doesn't deserve the Cup. Come to think of it, I feel that they have really worked together as a team and they really deserved this, after 44years of waiting. But, I think that Germany had gave it all their best. Even if they failed to win this time, there is always a tomorrow.

They still stand a chance to win in the World Cup 2 years later or the next Euro Cup 4 years later, just like anybody else.

And even though Spain won, Germany is still the best in my eyes.
Junhao sucks. Jiao bin.

Podolski and Zidane rocks.

(PS. Two people told me Klose kena lj, then they sounded super happy... Lol!)

Today was boring..

Mrs Tay keeps diao-ing me and I don't like it. Went Safra and shot nines and tens=) Not wearing gloves seems better..

Tired. Two more days.

I'm happy as long as I get to talk to you, although not as much as the last time=)...

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8:03 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

=)..

Today was nice..

Waited for Soksan and Christine at the platform and saw Yeowyong and Jarald (I just realised that's how you spell his name), and then Darryl came. Saw Vivian, but she looked really angry over something so I didn't say hello to her. Went into the train after that and found Christine and Soksan.

After we took the train and bus and got down, saw Yeowyong they all. They walked to Safra and what's more in such a hot weather.. Went to 7-11 buy some stuff and that moron Soksan made my food drop when she was trying to open her umbrella and she was laughing away some more.. Lol.

Went to LAN in the arcade and played 2h. So not lag and I was so happy. First time play audi until so hiong lor.. But keep dc so waste my den when I played battle party lor.. Then our hands turned really cold and cannot play anymore so we went back.

The NCC people were there already. We waited until 5+ or something and went to take our rifles in the room where the NCC people shot. Saw alot of classmates then very happy, lol. Then when I went into the room..

Penguin: Eh? Cheowyi?
Cheeyuan: Uh? Is that cheowyi? What you doing here?
Zhiyong: -laugh laugh laugh- (as usual)
Hazairi: -stares-
Me: Hello hello! -smiles very happily-

Lol.. Then we went to take our jackets. Drank Junyuan's drink then had a bit of stomach ache while shooting.. Lol. And that Cheeyuan called my name, giving that cheeyuan-trademark-look and pointed to that 'kind hearted person'. Lolol haha.

Worn jackets and started shooting. Shot a good number of bullseyes but also quite a few of 8 marks only. So ok lor.. Kept rifles around 7.45pm at the NCC room there(keep forgetting what it's called). Lol, very malu lor... Cannot say..

Kept the jackets and everything and was about to go when Christine wanted to call someone or something, and the NCC people were exiting the place. Lol, Lam Junyuan talk so much.. Smack him.. Went out behind them. Soksan was suggesting their bus tompang us back school.. The lady teacher and NCC senior heard and said they don't mind because there's alot of space in the bus..

We wanted to take but Christine said that her brother was waiting for her at Yewtee MRT and that it would take her a longer time if we took the bus back to school.. So we sacrificed the bus trip (with her Noppadol there also lor) because she didn't want us to pangseh her and took bus and train home.. So nice hor, Christine Cheah Yoke Theng:)..

Mr Botak Bryan used the kindhearted person's phone and sent funny things when we were on the way home on train.. Lol.. On the way home so sian until cannot sian already.. and very nice of you to call and talk crap until I reach home lah ok kind hearted person.. But uncle, I not auntie ok..

Lol, thank you Kenny =)=)

Reached home and after bathing, my cousins & their parents came for fun. Haha..

I guess that's all..

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10:27 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

Cultural Night.

Speech Day and Cultural Night yesterday.

Met up with Tingting. Saw Jiaying and Ziqi. Went to library and then KFC to meet Jeslynn. Ate and talked about ghost stories. Scary lor. Then went to Dover by MRT around 3 plus and reached 330. Were supposed to meet everyone there at 340. Emelia (MOLI:D), Dennis, Azhar and Jeron were there already.

Waited until like 355 for everyone and went in. That Trenna was there to tell us where to sit, hahaha. Krispok ushered us there. In front was 2i1 and behind us was 2i3.

(2i1) ...
(2i2) Azhar - Jian Yuan - Ziqi - Jia Ying - Sally - ...
(2i2) Jeron - Me - Ting Ting - ...
(2i3) Zexun - Chun Rong - ...

We sat around like that lah, forgot already. First up was Speech Day, the Prize Giving Ceremony. Boring lor. Jeron, Zexun & Chun Rong irritating like shit. Ting ting was in a bad mood. Then Zexun passed me his phone twice and wanted a phone number, but I went to pass it down, haha. In the end, he took my phone and passed it down.

During the two hours break, went to Clementi with Tingting, Jeslynn, Sarah, Eleazar and Hui Lun and ate at a Japanese place right beside KFC because KFC was packed. Some Sumo-house thing. Ordered grilled chicken meal, very nice you know =) Then some person called and wanted me to help the pig *laughs* pay when I was enjoying dinner.

Haha, Eleazar ate like some primary school kid. Sarah seemed quite angry. The tea was super. Eleazar ate all the oranges and his mouth was stuffed with them. Took MRT back and met Ziqi because she wanted me to wear home clothes with her. It was very nice of me to listen to her =) Sarah also changed.

So for that night, Ziqi was my boyfriend and I was her girlfriend =) Gosh.

Went to the aditorium place (or whatever it is) and sat at the third row from the back. Felt so malu when Li Yan, Bao Hui, Glenn they all saw me, because I didn't want to change. Didn't get a clear view from the back, especially when Jolene called me today and told me Ming Wei was dancing during the finale! It would have given me a good, good laugh if I were sitting in front.

Sally - Jiaying - Sarah - Jeslynn - Hui Lun - Me - Ziqi - Ting Ting - Cherlyn

Cultural Night was more interesting. There was band (could see a tiny Jordan with a bald top), CO, Chinese & Malay dances, Wushu and some more I think. But in front of Ziqi and I were Shawn (Sarah's bro), the Cuteboy person, this brown shirt tiny guy and his friends. They were super noisy and it was really distracting, though they were quite funny lah.

Break in between. Some pig/fish/lion didn't buy coke for me right, good.

When everything was gonna end, there was the coolest part - NCC DRUMS =) Ziqi and I were screaming our lungs out. They really should let girls join. After the finale, went to find Dai Lao Shi to pass her the test Cherlyn did, but she had went back school already so passed to Mr Teo. LOL!

Took bus 185. Initially going for supper but went home instead. Got down at the market stop with Cherlyn and Aizhen also got down. Waved bye to her and Ziqi. It was already 10 plus and I didn't dare walk home so took bus for only two stops and Cherlyn walked home nearby.

Update pictures soon, unless I don't feel like doing so.

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3:32 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

THANK YOU FOR THE RESULTS, GOD =)

Lao Di, don't feel depressed. I don't know what else to say, but you should forget the bad things, put them behind you and start anew. And you can feel free to sing to me whenever you want, hahaha:D You know what I mean. Cheer up =)


Science test was easy. But I made mistakes already.. And why is it that we seem to have Mrs Tay's lessons everytime lor wtf. Nag nag nag. Every shit also come out of her mouth. She's quite nice, but I really hate today's math lesson. Damn her lah.

PE was ok, played volleyball. Eleazar came and butt in and when I hit the ball high, he tried to hit it again but the ball bounced to the grass (school field), he accidentally stepped on it and fell. Lol! Recess, went photocopying worksheets for chinese filing with Bushy. Bang Guo and Zexun runrunrun, and I ended up with my photocopied worksheets crumpled and a sore right eye.

English was after recess. So shiok, Mr Yeo everytime absent cos or reservice or some crap. Collected science books and brought down to the staff room with Bushy. Talked with Mr supernice Chan and saw Lee Fong Pok and 一大利. Fong Pok so kpo and 一大利 wore red again.. zzz. Or was it pink. Her specs red, attire red, handbag red, face turn red when coughing, become one big red ang bao. -.-

And I have something to say...
I PASSED CHINESE! OMG!
I was !@#$%&*(? shocked when teacher called my name. My mouth was so open lor. Half the class failed chinese =( 2i2, let's JIAYOU:D and hi-5, koh3 jiaying. Hahaha. And I wanted Lsa lor.. Knn lah the school what shit bonding.. Just a nice word for 'no lsa today, stay in class to rot'.

Went to bubble tea shop with Bushy, Sarah and Nisa, then to pasar malam, then pei Sarah back to bubble tea shop again to buy cheese fries and Bushy and Nisa left for home. Met Hui En and Christine on the way and Jeslynn was on her way to find Sarah. ALl of us went to bubble tea shop.

Jonathan Looi Cheong Loong, you suck. I'm not a fish and I'm not short (at least I think I used to be taller than you during primary school days, ok!). And I don't go blub blub, idiot:) Hui En and Christine were telling me about their class and everything, LOL! Their broken chairs and Andrew Pang & Jun Yuan's retarded faces. Lolol! And we were talking about Lee Fong Pok's big belly (his button gonna burst out one fine day) and 一大利.

Jeslynn and Sarah continued eating and we left after that. Caught the bus and went home.

(And fyi, I'm really glad I passed chinese xD)



I don't want to keep thinking of you already =(

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4:19 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

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Lao Di, I want to talk to you leh. Why you never online one? And I pay for your phone bill, you dream long long lah =) Buy for me the Spongebob!

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7:10 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

Quiz from aizhen.

a. List seven habits / quirks / facts about yourself.
b. Tag seven people to do the same.
c. Do not tag the person who tagged you or say that you tag "whoever wants to do it".

a.
Purple is love.
So is spongebob.
I miss Precious.
I love my friends.
I want sms lao di again:)
JJ for life.
Sotong:)

b.
Jiaying.
Emelia.
Aishah.
Jeron.
Ziqi.
Kenny & Wuying (But I think they've been tagged already).

(Lol, what does this mean)..
Pick 10 people and give them the "You Make My Day" award. If you're picked, you are charged with picking 10 of your own.

1. Bushy Chua =)
2. Lao Di:D
3. Kristie (Tiong ah Tiong:D).
4. Tingting.
5. Cherlyn.
6. Jiaying.
7. Ziqi! :D
8. Aizhen:)
9. Wuying.
10. Haziq xD

I don't know whether you make or ruin my day...

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7:07 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

O' Darling Tissue:D

O' Darling Jordan. Chee Yuan hangs his science worksheet to dry. Kristie gave me the sotong blubblub thing:) Jolene must continue to be high and Cherlyn is a nice girl:)

And dearest Lao Di xD

Dunno what kind of post this is. And I wrote anger for today's english composition.

(=

Six more days till Precious comes home =(

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4:45 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.