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"An Alphabetical Life=)"

The Alphabetical Life=)

Crazy-over-(abit)stupid-maple Geek wrote a post about alphabets, so I'm helping her continue=)

Attitude: The way that you think and feel about sb/sth.
Must have a positive attitude towards everything, or else you will never succeed=)

Believing: To think that sth is true or possible, although you are not completely certain.
Must believe, you know.

Confidence: A belief in your own ability to do things and be successful.
I have confidence, cos Cold told me so=)

Determination: The quality that makes you continue trying to do sth even when this is difficult.

Encouraging: Adjective of Encourage (to give sb support, courage or hope).
Encourage others when you feel encouraged -.-? =D

Forgiving: Willing to Forgive (To stop feeling angry with sb who has done sth to harm, annoy or upset you).
Try to forgive and forget others who has apologised and wants to be forgiven. You won't regret it=)

Generous: Giving or willing to give freely. (Giver.)
Have money; stop and think twice before you use all of it. There are many people around you who need the money more than you, whether it is for more food, a new home, or saving a life. Every penny counts, and if everybody donates a bit, it all adds up=) You might also probably be spending it all on sweets that would rot your teeth.

Happiness: A feeling or show of pleasure.
I WANT TO BE HAPPY, ALONG WITH EVERYBODY ELSE IN THE WORLD=)
And I also want him to be happy=)

Ice Cream!: A typeof sweet frozen food made from milk fat, flavoured with fruit, chocolate etc and often eaten as a dessert.
Ok, maybe be innovative or inspiring, whatever, but doesn't ice cream seem, look, sound, smell and TASTE BETTER?=)

Joke: To say sth to make people laugh; to tell a funny story.
Must joke ma, then you will laugh, others will laugh (that is if it IS funny), everybody starts laughing, happiness spreads everywhere and it would be a happy happy world =D Lame jokes also will funny ok!

Kindness: The quality of being Kind (Caring about others; gentle, friendly and generous).
One kind act deserves another=)

Loving: Feeling or showing love and affection for sb/sth.
1. Affection – A strong feeling of deep affection for sb/sth, especially a member of your famlily or a friend.
2. Romantic – A strong feeling of affection for sb that you are sexually attracted to.
3. Enjoyment – The strong feeling of enjoyment that sth gives you.
4. Sb/sth you like – A person, a thing or an activity that you like very much.
5. Friendly name –A word used as a friendly way of addressing sb.
I think Love is very, very important. If there there’s no Love, I wouldn’t be here too... =)

Magnanimous!: Kind, generous and forgiving, especially towards an enemy or a rival.
Ie, BIG HEART, like me. Unlike Cold who has a small small small heart=) I know how to spell the word le hor~

Nature: All the plants, animals and things that exist in the universe that are not made by people.
I don’t know how this is related, but isn’t Nature so beautiful?

Optimistic!: Expecting good things to happen or sth to be successful; showing this feeling.
Geek loves to be optimistic =D

Peace: A situation or period of time in which there is no war or violence in a country or an area.
Peace would only maintain for a short period of time and then everything would become un-peaceful again=(

Queue?: To wait in a line of people, vehicles, etc.
Cannot think of anything le, so queue lor. You buy things must queue up one what=)

Reflective: Thinking deeply about things.

Satisfication: The good feeling that you have when you have achieved sth or when sth that you wanted to happen does happen; sth that gives you this feeling.
I know everybody has many things they wish they could obtain, but when you start thinking of others who aren’t as fortunate as you, you should feel a sense of satisfaction. Instead of wanting this and that all the time, be satisfied with what you have=)
And must SMILE=)

Tenacious: That does not stop holding sth or give up sth easily; determined.

United: (of people or groups) in agreement and working together.
Being united is something really important. If you're not united with the others around you, then there would be no Unity (the state of being in agreement and working together; the state ofbeing joined together to form one unit), and it would be difficult to get your things accomplished=)

Vibrant: Full of life and energy; exciting.

Wait: (for sth) to hope or watch for sth to happen, especially for a long time.
Ie, Patience (Able to wait for a long time or accept annoying behaviour or difficulties without becoming angry). = Key to Success=)

X-rated: (especially of a film/movie) that people under 18 are not allowed to see because it contains sex and/or violence.
Lol, cannot think of anything le what. Anyway, these movies do come in your life and who wouldn't be interested in watching? Except for those weird people..

Yourself: You (Used as the subject or object of a verb or after a preposition to refer to the person or people being spoken or writen to).

Zest: (for sth) enjoyment and enthusiasm; zest for life.

I gave you life lesson leh~
















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Azhar msut get well get well=) I want to see a happy Azhar!
Si biantai also=) If not I really smack you uh. See you still can keep laughing anot.. Serious ok. Go see doctor=)

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8:44 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

WCY = hippo?

Anyone but her.

Great day=) (But don't read, so long I also dunno why...)

Math first two periods and Mrs Tay kept asking me for the math answers and scolding me for "being too soft" and not knowing how to answer. She took away my ezlink card. Doctor Tan lesson after that, ie art. You should see Eleazar's drawing. So nice.

Recess. Told Leslie (Boonhao haha) not to pass up the history brochures first because Cherlyn haven't passed me the paper she helped me print (my printer colour not nice). Leslie waited and helped me write name, fold and paste. Thanks.

Mr Chan didn't come for science, had worksheets to do. Went down to put mindmaps and take blank papers for mindmap. Had assembly on tomorrow's Mass Flag Day(?). Muhammad and Azhar were very funny. Azhar said his hand pain.

Went up kept pushing Bushy to Mingwei sia lah Mingwei damn tall lor.. One head taller than me, my god. Then that ahpok keep molest people, haha. Chinese for 10min and Ms Dai gave me my present, with Bushy, Kristie, Leslie, Laiheng, Huilun, Weihao, Jordan etc.

Mrs Tay's one hour lesson for those who didn't go remedial. Took up the graph books. She scolded me again for the curve I drew, which was very funny actually, because I got the points wrong.. Went detention with Cherlyn & Kristie but Mr. Govin said it's ok. Went canteen drink blueberry juice so nice. Back to classroom, did math and mindmap. Out to Mama shop and bought STRAWBERRY POCKY=)

Came back, and saw Mingwei twice when walking up the.. Mingweiway T.T (some people won't know what I'm saying) Went staff room. Tingting came. She didn't want to train and she didn't bring her bat, but Mrs Yan said she had one to lend her, and she wasn't happy about that hahaha!

Chatted with Ms Joyce Lim, Cherlyn left and followed by Tingting, and ended up spending around 45min thereabout with Ms Lim with Kristie. Talked about a lot of things and laughed and laughed. Ms Lim confiscated Shinan's phone and put it in a ziplock bag because they said the phone was expensive.

She said the "group" of 2i1 guys are really playful, Eleazar Cheeyuan Jianyuan are people who won't make our lessons boring, wanting to join slacking CCAs like photography or ELDDS (hahaha!) and when that day she entered 2i1 and Javan said that Ms Junaidah(?) said Ms Lim wanted to teach her class on pornography(?). Javan seemed to be really interested!

Ms Lim left at 6pm and we went around the hall and waited for Cherlyn and Tingting. NCC cadets were downstairs then KRISTIE kept laughing hahahahahaha. Saw Mrs Tay and rushed to give her my book. Ok, so she began to start to nag at me again, blah. "YOu had 4hours from 2 - 6 and you only did so little? Still rest! Then one day say, oh class, yesterday I had meeting then I came back at 7 and I needed to -sarcastically- rest, so I cannot hand in your books on time."

She continued the same thing over and over, finally saying, "I think I should see your parents these few days, and tell them how busy you are (cause I wrote her essay for her why I "always hand up books late"). This is Singapore, not a jungle." Then like story telling like that repeat the story again -.- Lmao. Then returned me my card and I actually told her that I'll hand up all my work punctually from now onwards.

Penguin's white face stood out among the NCC cadets. I think I saw the Keith guy. No offence, but his name doesn't fit hiM. Saw Summary and Hippo! Tingting came out at 7pm and started complaining about the new coach, hahaha. SHe went off first because pok and geek wanted to run around school. Omg...

Eleazar also ran. Came back and sweat le lor.. Zzz.. Stayed for another half an hour with pok, geek, Alfred, Ianchow, that weird guy and Eleazar, until 7.30pm. Alfred told me they were whispering something really dumb during their training and he said Chuanheng knows me. -.-

Lol, I said he has a big ass and Ian heard it as pig ass! He says it's better with pig ass than big ass. Pok say he no ass! Thanks Kristie for the Pink Dolphin xD Left school. Eleazar ate the sweets Ms Dai gave me and went to bubble tea shop. Krispok and Ianchow went dating (heh) and I went home with Cherlyn. Bought a pao, she bought siew mai. Went bus stop, and crossed back to the kopitiam to buy another pao. Lol!

Bus came in time. Home.

Spain won 3-0. GERMANY MUST WIN THE FINALS I DON'T CARE. Flag Day tomorrow at Clementi. HOpe tomorrow would turn out fine...

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8:41 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.

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Another boring day.

Reading period and I don't like Jordan. Spoil people's mood. Went to com lab during PW and went down to general office to return the remote cause teacher told me to. Geog after that. Ate the nice chocolate tarts for recess =)

Went to the Aesthetics room for Speech & Drama for English. Quite fun, actually.

Me: Hi.
You: Hello.
Me: Do you know what time it is?
You: No.
Me: Don't you have a watch?
You: No.
Me: What did you do last night?
You: What?!
Me: I said, what did you do last night?
You: Nothing.
Me: Nothing?
You: Nothing!
Me: I'm sorry I asked.


Something like that. I did with Kristie. Azhar is good in acting and singing.
But I didn't like it when Chee Yuan had to go up and I had to do the shit with him while the others were like Cy & Cy. The gay man lah! And stupid grandma Koh Jiaying, I'm gonna kill you tomorrow >:(

Chinese was ok. Drew spongebob as my flag for the guo qi thing =) Lee Fong Pok was like,"Guess what I ate today for recess? Chao yi mi!" during literature. Or whatever it's spelt as. He laugh so funny one...

Shooting after school. Cherlyn went up to range too. She thought Sweden was the captain. Haha. And the stupid Hui En lost her phone on Sunday. Orbi =) But hope she'll find it or get a new one soon ba.



I was really, really happy for once today when I saw your sms. I was like thinking, finally, a time when I didn't have to start a conversation to communicate with you. But it turned out to be asking for a girl's number, and it wasn't the first time.

Fuck, I feel lke such a loser. I just tolerated the pain and gave you the number. I don't know why it hurt so much, but it just did, ok.

Alfred was asking me today why in the world did I fall for that guy when there are so many others. I couldn't answer his question, because I did not know the answer...

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6:36 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.