For some reason, I'm having that feeling again. For some reason, I feel lonely. For some reason, I feel down. For some reason, I feel betrayed. For some reason, I feel sad. For some reason, I just feel lost.
It's not that I don't have a clue what the reason is .. But cannot accept the fact that I'm back to this state again ... And I don't want to know my results tomorrow..
Everything is in a mess.. I feel like swallowing down hundreds of sleeping pills, and drink to my death...