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Amen.

If tears could bring back the past, there'd be enough to bring it back, a hundred times... Then I shall be walking alone in the rain, where it'll be my second most favourite thing to do, because people would not be able to tell that I am crying... "Loneliness adds beauty to life. It puts a special burn on sunsets and makes night air smell better." (From Henry Rollins) It's good to be lonely, so people don't need to bother about me... Then one fine day I shall be walking up the stairways to Heaven, where my imaginary form of "myself" shall take over my position on Earth... The place full of cruelty and evilness... Then my family members wouldn't have to worry about my disappearance... One, two three.. I count the number of steps as I walk up the stairs... Each and every step I take is marching towards the beginning of my new happiness... I feel more and more relaxed... God greets me.. I smile back... Around me are happy and innocent people floating on white fluffy clouds... Unlike the Hell where I used to be, happiness and joy is spread across the faces of the people here... All are as happy as Spongebobs... I see my great-grandmother... I see my grandmother... I see my grandfather... I see my cousin... I see my beloved twin Nephews<3 ... I love them all... It's great to see them... I look down to Earth... I see my imaginary friend getting along well with my loved ones... I see my parents... I see my brother... I see my 36 cousins on one side and another 20+ on the other... I see my friends... I see her... And I see you ........

But these only happen in fairytales... Or in this sad case, only happens in My Imagination.... This is so useless so hopeless.... Cause I'm nothing but a loser and a nobody... Hah.. Hah...

Amen. May God bless every human excluding me.
And especially him...

8:57 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun.